Simply not having a wonderful Christmastime

[perfectlyvague]

Hiya...I wouldn't bother reading this as it's a self-indulgent whinge

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[yummydeb]

Knowing how to snap out of the funk is one thing. Doing it, entirely another, especially when the funk is a teensy bit comfortable and the bottom lip firmly stuck out in a pout. At least, for me. Hard to find the balance of a tiny wallow without falling into the big pit of despair.

I hope you stay above the landslip line, and find your way out.

Christmas doesn't much happen to me these days either, and I have carpets and all. It's kind of a shit holiday if one is feeling less than Christmassy.

[perfectlyvague]

Oh the thing is I just don't know how actually - I seem to just keep repeating the same futile actions.

[rosamicula]

Oh fuck honey. All this shit is HARD. Time for thefiltered post.

[perfectlyvague]

Very filtered post unless it's the one about naming The Earth.

[baphomette]

I am enjoying the pre-christmas anticipation, yet anticipate Christmas itself will be rubbish. I have no plans at all apart from a hospital appointment that is so ill-timed it means I can't visit the family this year. Trying very hard not to sulk about it, whilst simultaneously hoping neither of my parents try the 'surprise!' trick on me again.

Don't cancel your auditions or your work - they may be opportunities you need to act and think on your feet for a bit to pull you out of ze darkness.

I have not sent you a Christmas card and I am very glad, because I'd put *something* in the post to you before I read this :)

[baphomette]

(Apologies for the misery pile on there. I was having an attack of The Bleak this morning. Last two paragraphs still hold, mind).

[perfectlyvague]

I cancelled the auditions, every last one. I cannot put myself up for more rejection until I can handle it.