today BLOWS ( Read more... )

i thought i was doing good about my grandfather, but aparently not. i started crying today when i was just sitting here thinking... i miss him. he was a great guy.. i tried to call bob but he never answered. i needed him so bad today ( Read more... )

so my dad woke me up this morning and told me that my grandpa who'd been in the VA for about 4 months maybe more, passed away at 2:30am.

i <3 him
and i miss him

i just rode my bike alllll the way to north casino lookin for sarah d.'s house. and i couldn't find it. and it was sooo fricken hot that i had to call trey to see if he could come get me and take me home ( Read more... )

ahhh bob bought a new tounge ring aparently. he wont tell me what it is though. gr ( Read more... )

AHHHHHHHHHHHH BST is boring as Fudge.... yes. fudge is boring ( Read more... )

Ahhhh a weekend of doing NOTHING. har.
i gotta clean the rat cage
do tons of homework
study
work on an essay
.... yeah that classifies as NOTHING.

I LOVE YOU CANDICEMO! hahaha.

im really bored.......

so i kinda figured all this retarded kiddy bullshit was over right? No. Dude what the hell?? Im getting punished for something i didn't even do and im ok with that, im not even saying anything back, i just wana know where it all comes from? if you fucking hated me so goddamn much why are you still taking the fricken time to try'n turn someone ( Read more... )

.... should i feel awkward or not. bobs 18 now... and i feel like theres some weird gap between us now that he's been back and had his birthday... i mean. its only a two year difference, he's 18 and im 16, that shouldn't really matter but... he can go to all these clubs (and the only thing stoping him is 'He has no money'. real comforting right ( Read more... )

Well i went to warped tour. only lasted till 3. it was way to hot and i just couldn't take it with my back and the medication i was on i guess. man that stuff made me zone out so bad, so bad i didn't even recognize who i was staring at for like ever. which i should have realized cause then i felt really fuckin stupid. not sayin who. use yalls ( Read more... )