i hate that samson is gone.

i hate that i had to make that decision.

i miss him so much.

surface tensionLying in this too-small bath ( Read more... )

i'm still alive.

just, not.

it was such an awful day and the one time i really need him, he gets too drunk to drive over.

i wasn't surprised when he told me. somehow, i have a knack for predicting letdowns.

Farmville fire results in four injuries and two fatalities

this house was three streets away from me. it was a very bad day working in the er.

I am attempting to plan a summer vacation, hopefully around my 22nd birthday (how strange is that? i'll be twenty-two this year.) I have a list of properties I am thinking about:

1. Keeper's Loft

• Duck, NC
• soundfront location
• two story duplex
• two bedrooms
• grill

i am going back to counseling because i fear i am slipping into depression once again. i cannot shake this overwhelming sense of apathy i have had since the beginning of last semester. i am also engaging in activities which are probably self-destructive and i should know better.

i hate myself right now.

I was bitten by some sort of spider & that somehow made me pregnant with like a million baby spiders. I don't really remember anything else.

I wanna hold hands ( Read more... )

So back in December I had a week where I could barely swallow, my throat hurt so bad. It was only on one side strangely. It went away and I thought that was that ( Read more... )