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[perfectpoison]

I feel so crappy, It's like I have no friends now...home friends anyways. Almsost all of them are going to graduate this year, and i don't even hang out with them. i feel like since i'm not depressed, and since i'm not in Drama, I don't matter. No one takes me seriously, and everyone talks about how close they are, and it really sucks. i would

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[msasl]

i dont think i talk about how close i am ... do i ? i dont know. i love you, kimmy. even if we dont hang out all that much

[perfectpoison]

:) not excessively or anything, but you talk about how you can't wait to see Vaughn, or Racha, or Heather, and I just feel....left out. It's dumb, but I do. And I was reading Racha's lifewrite and she mentioned all of her closest friends and....I wasn't one of them. I mean, I wasn't in there at all. I was disappointed but not suprised. I mean, I don't feel like I'm anyone's best friend, and everyone has this bond either because of depression, or Drama, and it really sucks. I'm sorry to be such a downer, but I figured I have the right to complain every now and then. Love you

[__skyofdust]

Thats exactly how I was last year cause most of my friends were graduating and it felt like I was being left behind. The people in my grade are just, I dont know. No one's really kept in touch with me since Iv started missing so much school while I was sick. It feels like I dont really matter to them at all and they just care about their lives and how happy they are. Selfish basterds! Ugh, sorry. haha Just know Im in the same position you are... I dont have any real friends over here either. All my friends are the people Iv met online... Your not alone. =)

<3

[perfectpoison]

:) Thank you, I feel loved! I honestly don't know who I'm going to hang out with when everyone leaves, cuz i only really have 2 close friends in my grade left. And this is going to sound superficial, but I don't like sitting alone, I like being around people, and I really don't know what I'm going to do.

I know what you mean, I have an assload of online friends, but none of them can be here. <3 Thank you for commenting, I feel a little better!

[bumbled]

Hey, if you don't mind me asking, where did you get your icon from? Did you make it or did someone else?

.Bee.

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[perfectpoison]

the Brand New one? I've changed my default one recently... Do you mean the one from the Sic Transit Gloria video where he's throwing the table? I have at least 2 from that video... i got them from someone is some community, but I dont know who it was...i couldn't find that user again. but if you want them, give me your email and i'll be glad to send them to you. :)

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[bumbled]

Yes, the one were he is throwing the table. Could you send it to me?! I'd adore you forever. A buddy of mine just got a LJ and she saw that icon and loved it. And I'm modifying her LJ and making it all pretty and such, and as a surprise I wanted to find that icon. So, if you could e-mail it to me, I'd love you. Lol. My e-mail is StaryEyedSky89@aol.com.

THANK YOU SO MUCH!

.Bee.

[bumbled]

Hey, if you don't mind me asking, where did you get your icon from? Did you make it or did someone else? I mean your default icon, btw.

.Bee.

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[perfectpoison]

I just sent you those two icons, i hope they show up. enjoy!