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perfectthinking Mar 15, 2011 11:24

I finally figured out that I was going to have a really tough time recovering when I placated myself by having worked out more than those around me. Not exactly fulfilling in the long run ( Read more... )

deep thoughts, not caring, i suck, cocaine, wednesday night, party, getting fucked up, can't deal, fuck me

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perfectthinking Mar 09, 2011 01:07

I need to remind myself how NOT enjoyable binging is. Why do I have such a hard time resisting, why does it seem so harmless and peaceful? As soon as I start eating I regret it. I FUCKING HATE PUKING ( Read more... )

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perfectthinking Mar 07, 2011 22:08

I really should start taking the meds again. I just forget a few days and then don't bother to start again. I also quit going to therapy. SHe freaked me out because this is the most intensive outpatient crap I've ever been offered/confronted with or whatever. I don't know if I'm scared/apathetic/what but well crap ( Read more... )

food talk, treatment

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perfectthinking Mar 05, 2011 20:45

i am dumb

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perfectthinking Dec 05, 2010 00:11

My journal is only friends. This whole one-click to twitter/ FB thing freaks me out.

FRIENDS FRIENDS FRIENDS

perfectthinking Jan 11, 2010 11:59

Yeah....my journal is friend's only. That said, it is this way so in the off chance that someone *happens* on my journal, and this person is someone that I wouldn't want to know everything i write about in here (a.k.a. someone in real life), then assuming I am smart and logged out they won't see anything ( Read more... )

friends only