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Hi all
well I am back home after a lil trip. My poor ana arse is soooo sore after sitting for 7hrs on my pointy tailbone and dagger-like arse cheek bones.I forgot my nice fluffy pillow by the door like an idiot....DUH

Well I hope all is well I will write more when I get my laptop out.

Hugs
Becki

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i was doing excellant yesterday then last night gorged myself and gained a lbs.I feel so guilty stupid and ashamed.I know however hungry i get the lower nuber on the scale is better then any food high ( Read more... )

 Well I got an awesome new phone. I got a droid. So I can Text with ease, have internet and have downloaded 2 sonds I want to make some videos about anorexia. I also want to start a video blog. I just have to figure out my webcam.If I cant. my phone has a higher camera then my webcam. So I might use my phone for the blog. and then the computer for ( Read more... )

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 ughhhhhh

i gained so much weight, and then my sis visited, but I have lost basically most of it again. but ughhhhh I started binging EVERYThing while they were here. I wanted to show I was eating so I ate then binged everything, even freaking salad.......I am eating a third of a apple every am 2 cups of coffee with lots of Truvia . Then at lunch a ( Read more... )

i have gained 8-10lbs ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. I need some major kelp, /i need to get me an ANA Book for myself.

I ended up nack in the hosspital ay fitst a little fast then an ice crean bringe agaun,GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.

gotta go back to the okd wat of eating  I am getting big.

Ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
My stomach is killing me this am and I am out of meds. I am too lazy and cold to go downstairs to fix my coffee and ( Food )

I have been gone and not around for awhile now.Mainly b/c of the " recovery trial" and my laptop broke.

But I intend on being on it more.

I had a crappy visit with my TX team. Your transplanted lungs are crap yada yada yada. Plus I am supposed to be on oxygen 24/7. I woke up after a nap when I got home, we had to leave for Fairfax before the sun ( Read more... )