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HAPPY NEW YEAR!
I will try my best to make this year better! Oh please please dear god hear me out and make this year awesome! haha I am that desperate but I know everything is up to me. I know I will still make mistakes but I will try to make good decisions this year. :-)
My New Year's Resolution:
THINK POSITIVE. I don't want to be so negative ( Read more... ) -
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I wish I have work today. It would be more fun than just staring at my computer. -
I miss you, dad
Yesterday was my first day of orientation at Mactan Doctors’ Hospital. I can’t believe that I’m finally a registered medical technologist! I wish my dad is still here to see me. I also want to see him… his proud face… his smile… I want to hear his excited voice… telling everyone he knows how proud he is of me for what I have achieved. I badly want ( Read more... ) -
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i'm going back to visit my son for three days. i wish i can be with him longer but i can't stand seeing chris even for just a minute. he's been sending me crazy threatening text messages since i told them i was going to visit. i am so tired of him bullying me and making me feel bad about myself. i just want him to stop harassing me. if it's so hard ( Read more... ) -
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If you're here to apologize, I don't want to hear it. You've had your chance, too many in fact, and I mean this when I say it - I'm finally ready to let you go. Because you've let me down too many times before, and I was a fool to keep taking you back, to keep loving you with all I've got when you only ever gave something like 12% of your love to ( Read more... ) -
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What's worse than wanting something you can't have? It's not knowing what you want. Wishing on all the stars in the sky for the answers to your questions, for something to believe in... someone to hold. Having absolutely no control over yourself, being caught up in a place you wish you were miles away from. Being stuck somewhere between the past ( Read more... ) -
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For so long, I've forgotten how to be this depressed and hopeless. Yes, there are times when I am pretty sad but tonight I am on the verge of a breakdown. I feel like I've reached the edge and I am 95% sure i want to jump and be finally free from this nightmare. I am far from excited about my graduation. I don't want to attend the ceremonies this ( Read more... )