although this isn't nearly as much of a problem for me as I can say that I have actually had face to face conversations with every one on my list
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no seriously It took me awhile to try and narrow down all the things in my life that I regret, we are talking pages here. but after thinking about it I realized that 85 to 90 percent of it comes down to this ... I regret that I let things get to me. Little things, big things .. they all weigh on me to the point of an anger outburst, a bout of damn near clinical depression, and finally to a decline in my physical health.
I would like to think that I have gotten better at controlling how these things effect me, but they still get to me, the results are just less .. dramatic now.
Weirdly enough yes I do. =) You are one of those people that challenges me. (and sometimes embarrasses me concerning my education, or the lack there of.. for those of you that don't know I only have a ninth grade education)
I miss your wit and the way you force me to think from a different point of view, and just force me to think in general.
There are parts of my life that I am very Happy with, My relationship with Emily being on the very top of my list. She is with out a doubt the best thing that has ever happened to me. (sorry had to go tell her, but she is asleep, note to self repeat tomorrow)
But as with anything there are parts of my life that I am not happy with, my job being at the top of that list. I kinda like what I do but not where I do it.
I would have to say that I am not Unhappy. I think that is the best I can do at this time, but on that note some recent things definatly have a chance of swinging me into the happy side of life..=)
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no seriously It took me awhile to try and narrow down all the things in my life that I regret, we are talking pages here. but after thinking about it I realized that 85 to 90 percent of it comes down to this ...
I regret that I let things get to me. Little things, big things .. they all weigh on me to the point of an anger outburst, a bout of damn near clinical depression, and finally to a decline in my physical health.
I would like to think that I have gotten better at controlling how these things effect me, but they still get to me, the results are just less .. dramatic now.
so there.
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You are one of those people that challenges me. (and sometimes embarrasses me concerning my education, or the lack there of.. for those of you that don't know I only have a ninth grade education)
I miss your wit and the way you force me to think from a different point of view, and just force me to think in general.
Becareful waking up within kissing distance.
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There are parts of my life that I am very Happy with, My relationship with Emily being on the very top of my list. She is with out a doubt the best thing that has ever happened to me. (sorry had to go tell her, but she is asleep, note to self repeat tomorrow)
But as with anything there are parts of my life that I am not happy with, my job being at the top of that list. I kinda like what I do but not where I do it.
I would have to say that I am not Unhappy. I think that is the best I can do at this time, but on that note some recent things definatly have a chance of swinging me into the happy side of life..=)
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