I'm cutting again, and I almost bled to much yesterday.
I don't know how this can get worse.
My dad sold my cat while I was away from the house for a day.
I can't do well in school, because my dad is forcing me to work full-time, and be a full-time student at the same time.
More to come maybe.

Still depressed. I began cutting again, though it wasn't very deep. My life is starting to fall into a rut again.

I hate and love my father. I love him simply because he is my father, and he provides for me.

I hate him because of the way he acts.

:( I'm out of diapers. Sad.

Have you ever had an epiphany ( Read more... )

Well , alot has happened since I last updated. It's been a combination of being busy and being lazy ( Read more... )

Gawd, surgery is /not/ fun. Thinking about it now, just sort of makes me cringe. Putting you to sleep? Having a knife go into your belly...? X_X REMOVING PART OF YOUR BODY , OMG WTF ( Read more... )

Looking back, I'm glad that I accidently made up the decision for myself to tell my real gender, instead of keep lying ( Read more... )

Well, not much worth updating, but I feel like doing it, so here goes ( Read more... )

I'm going to assume that this is going to make it's way to the IRC channel.I'm just going to do it here, because it's easier to do here, then it is in channel ( Read more... )

Hey ..myself ( Do I have friends I don't know about that read this? ). Sorry I've taken so long to update ( Read more... )

Well.. It's another day. I try to make the most of Saturdays and Sunday's, since I don't get much free time during the week. Today was pretty well spent. Went fishing with meh dad, then came home. Spent the rest of the day on the computer. More to come later.