Tuck me in to where your best friends apologies amount to shit

[peroxide_autumn]

It has recently come to my attention that I am just a joke and the "weird girl" to my friends. The friendships that I have built, which I thought were mutual, have just been one sided shams. I don't mind being the weird girl, I know I'm strange, but to be the butt of everyones joke in the circle came as quite a shock. I really don't know how I came

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[harmoniehottie]

Giulia my love,

You don't need people like that in your life. I am sorry that it had to happen to you. But once you purge yourself from them things will get better. Besides I'm the only friend you ever needed. =) Keep your head up.

[peroxide_autumn]

thanks. I miss you so much, I can't wait til sunday

[peroxide_autumn]

I don't hate you guys, and no this isn't easy, but when a person confirms my feelings without ever knowing how I felt, then I realy can't argue with that. I'm also not calling you failures. By the butt of jokes, I mean behind my back. Yes we all make fun of eachother, but in my experience it has been to the others face and in good fun. Shit gets turned around and misconstrewed. Certain things I wrote to certain people were blown way out of proportion and words were put in my mouth, so to speak. I guess I just need to sort all this shit out or take a break or something. I'm not mad extremely confused and upset about all this, yes. Maybe I'm wrong. Maybe this person said all that shit because he knew eh fucked up somehow and needed someone on his side. Maybe you guys will hear from me after finals, I can't take all this right now.