requiem for a dream

[peroxideswinger]

slump season again. i just arose from a post-prelim grade rampage and nothing could really give my spirits a lift. sometimes, that nasty feeling of major doubt creeps up and haunts me --- IS THIS REALLY WHAT I WANT (NOT OUGHT) TO DO

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[brighterlater]

Is it too early before the point that you just have to rely on your gut instinct?

All I can say is, just don't get stuck doing something you don't like.

[peroxideswinger]

I don't know... it's a big dilemma. All I can probably do right now is make adjustments. :|

Thanks.

[b3m]

awww mommy...okay lang yan...after you graduate college kahit anong major mo pwede naman sa kahit anong job eh...nasa diskarte naman yun..so kahit ayaw mo na maging accountant pde din... :D

think positive thoughts! >:D< :p

"i liked how he found roles that accentuated his talent. he isn't there only to be pretty, and that's quite rare for actors his age."

yah i agree.. nakakalungkot tlga yun.. ngayon tuloy sobrang hnd ko palalampasin yung batman movie nya.. :(

and na late pako sa school dahil nagbbasa ako ng mga article about his death haha..shocking kasi! nung una kla ko nga chismis lang eh! :(

[peroxideswinger]

awww baby!!! thanks :)

i think i'm better now. i wrote that post in 'the heat of the moment'. sobrang depressed lang talaga ako nun. me kagalit pa kasi ako, and it only added to the stress.

right now i'm shoving the nasty bitter thoughts at the back of my mind and say to myself, "what the heck. hanggang october next year na lang to, konting tiis na lang" even if it would entail tons more of sacrifice and compromise. this is the path i consciously chose to take.

the future is still there, after all.

take care! ^^,