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Sep 29, 2006 03:24

i dont know why i do this. i purposely separate myself from everyone. i dont mean to be such a loner. i dont know how i became so socially retarded. i just look at the people around me and i cant think of anything to say. most things that come out of people's mouths dont interest me or amuse me at all. it just sounds stupid. and then i feel like ( Read more... )

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That's a sad story... xjessicax512 September 29 2006, 10:03:13 UTC

I'm sorry that your so unhappy darling, I really wish I could be there to give you a big hug. That's really shitty if you are being forced to just be OK with being left behind this summer. There should be some big freakin reparations going on right about now... You do deserve that love you have to give back, no matter what anybody tells you. I want to see some of the art you've been doing, and you should keep doing it. It doesn't matter what other people think it should be, it's yours and is for you so do it how you want to, that's the point. And don't worry I don't have a style either, sometimes that's just a crutch that people use anyways and it prevents them from getting any better. If you want any projects or inspiration we should assign stuff to ourselves and share them with each other, or I can tell you about some of the things I'm doing in class and share the techniques with you. And I know what you mean about being alone at least around other people at school and so forth, it's really difficult sometimes to just push ( ... )

Re: That's a sad story... letsleeperslie September 30 2006, 08:51:20 UTC

And don't worry I don't have a style either, sometimes that's just a crutch that people use anyways and it prevents them from getting any better.

You are so dead on about that. When I first came to school I was extremely jealous of those people with their "own style"; now that I am in my third year with them I am seeing that their work hasn't really changed, and realizing how happy I am that I am still learning and growing as an artist, and do not have a style. I have no doubt that you have seen the same thing. Im just glad that someone else recognizes it as well. = )

xox

kthxggnore18 September 29 2006, 14:56:18 UTC

This year has been horrible for most people I know. Find a place in Purgatory and wait it out. It will get better. That's my plan.

. agentka October 3 2006, 00:46:56 UTC

you i read your post and couldnt help but think about myself. it was if i had written this before and was reading it all over again. i hate being at school, everybody here is obsessed with drinking and when the next party is. i dont even fit in with the loser academic tpes, i merely just wish i could sit in my room and and never leave my bed because i know im likely to run into someone who completely annoys me by boring me. And i feel like Im just alone alot of the time, I think Ive actually become dependant on my room mate. When shes not here to hang out with me, I do nothing, like I cant do things on my own ( ... )

sam_l_am October 9 2006, 06:01:35 UTC

Aw, im sorry u are feeling sad. Two things tho: 1. Remember all the people back home who love you and 2. YOu do have a number 1 fan of your artwork, and of course its me. I tell u all the time ur my favorite artist, and i truley mean it. Your work is so beautiful and full of thought and heart, so dont let anyone tell u otherwise. I totally love you and hope you feel better!!! p.s. dont ever be afraid to call me, im always here.