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perplexed_one

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Jan 22, 2004 09:22

also last night, chris, text me, and he wanted to go out. i told him i couldn't because i was at a cliff with me friend. and he was like what are you doing, do you want me to come pick you up, dont do it i care. he thought i was going to jump, i thought that was so cute, chris, thanks, you make me laugh, in a good way though. still cant sleep, ( Read more... )

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chris anonymous January 22 2004, 16:19:03 UTC

The way you have been thinking lately I'd never know. So that was the first thought that came to mind. Well im glad you were just having a good time with your friend.To get that image out all you have to do is think of something happy that you like.
As to the way ian has been treating you, he seems to think that it was all your fault that the relationship took a bad turn.
He doesnt care about you anymore, if he did then he wouldnt be making you feel this way.
He is an inconsiderate asshole.
So you need not to talk to him anymore or he will
just make you even more depressed when u do.
I just want you to do the right thing allright.
I think about you alot and everytime you write in your journal you are always depressed and makes me
feel sad and want to make you feel better.
I really wish you werent sick that made it even worse for you.