My perception of reality is becoming increasingly warped....

shit....

And yeah, I'll finally give in and agree w/ y'all--

~I've become a pessimist~

But I can't figure out any other logic... it doesn't work.......

fuck. fuck. fuck. fuck. fuck.....

I'm once again re-affirming the fact that I'm a complete bitch with an EXTREMELY bad temper ( Read more... )

It's really sad that even when I'm having a "good day", I'm feeling the urge to run ( Read more... )

So I just got back from my first-ever paid gig. And holy shit, am I tired.

That is all.

I feel like I'm caught in limbo....

I'm too much of something to be nothing, but at the same time, I'm not enough of anything to be something...

Shit... I just need out... right now...

I'm a bottle of boiling nitroglycerin.

Go ahead. Shake me.

So why is it that whenever our entire family gets together, I'm the only one feeling completely awkward and out of place? Hmm ( Read more... )

So for those of you who didn't know...

My uncle is gone as of Tuesday....

I feel really bad for my aunt and the family....

It's just been a fucking hard year... :-/

Blah.

So yeah, if I've been kinda washy lately, and haven't responded much, that's why. Just... stress much...

Today was the first time in my life I have EVER flipped off a complete stranger...

And I'm still pretty pissed...

But hey, if people are going to think of me as "goth" or "emo", whatever the fuck, I'll take advantage of it to be moody and angry.

"Vampires Will Never Hurt You ( Read more... )