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[perseptionsofu]

so yes. my face does still hurt.
AND...to lighten things, dan called last night...yeah...
needless to say, there was yelling & tears...
Im still so incredibly in love with him, and i hate that i still love him...
ugh, life has been so dissapointing lately...
the sad thing is, i havent had any expectations for life to fufill...
so life being a

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Babette, this is what you need to do. I love ya.

[xxxkateyxxx]

1) yay for no more braces, can't wait to see you!

2) to answer your question: I am smiling, personally, because I am truly happy. You havn't achieved this only because you ask for happieness too much, you anaylse too much. You must let it come and don't seek it so desperatly. We are hardwired to emphasize the negatives in life and there has been plently of them to focus on. "We are persuing happyness to this day, and it is by no means that that is a happy process." -J Lanchester
Happiness "is something essentially subjective"- Frued

Babette,
"We are at our happiest when we are absorbed in what we are doing." Simply, do what you love, and love what you do with no questions asked.
The trouble is that asking yourself about your frame of mind is a sure way to loose your flow. If you want to be happy, don't ever ask yourself if you are.

GOOD LUCK and I hope I've helped. :)
-Katey