hello all. so this is the last week of classes before exams...thus, hell week. i'm completely frazzled with everything that's due soon. and by soon i mean within the next 2 days. anywho...i have a boy although we're not "officially" dating...but pretty much we are. he made me dinner last weekend, which was so sweet. and i met his family, they're ( Read more... )

hello world. so i've been dealing with some stuff...and i think i'm coping. it isn't until things are quiet or i'm left alone too long that things get bad. i guess it's bad to not let yourself be alone with you for fear of what will happen. but i'm always good when i'm around other people. umm...what else? i might be moving into a new place (like ( Read more... )

my grandmother passed away on march 12. i've missed this whole week of school so that i could go to wisconsin with my family for the funeral. 19 hours each way trapped in the car with my family. i don't know what i'm feeling right now. annoyed, hurt, offended, depressed, upset, sad, angry, and so many more. and guess what? it's not about her death ( Read more... )

hello all. i had my recital and it was fantastic. i kicked some serious ass ( Read more... )

hello all. i know i haven't posted in forever. anyways, it seems like there's so much going on and the more stuff that gets added ends up being shitty. did that make sense? no? it did to me. anyways, i've got the boy issues...not cool. i've got serious depression right now. my gma got in a car accident and has been in the hospital for...3 weeks now ( Read more... )

so about that maybe boy....NO WAY!!!! he's turned stalkerish. it's a very long story that i'll try to make really short...he calls all the time and texts, wants to know where i am, who i'm with, etc etc. and then it got down to one day...9 calls when i told him i couldn't get to the phone. that drew the line. so i kinda had to break his heart and ( Read more... )

merry christmas.

yes, that's all i have to say. it hasn't been a good day. hope yours has been better

happy halloween....lalala!!!! yay for me....alone in my house, costumeless, alone, bored, alone and watching ghost hunters live at waverly (best show ever, thanks scifi channel) yeah. worst halloween ever. k, bye! y'all be safe and have fun!

BOO!

just kidding! :)

hello world. i feel so bad because the only time i post anything is to complain about my crappy life. and i know what it's like to only hear the negative stuff from someone...i mean i kinda live with someone like that (ssh...don't tell). but seriously? i don't know how much more i can handle. i'm in a constant state of bad moods, i'm being a major ( Read more... )

hi. i'm still alive...life still sucks. thank god this week is fall break. i can't wait for wednesday to get here. i need some distance from people.