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well FUCK. no one could come w/ me to the david sedaris reading, and i didnt want to go by meself, so i just gave the tix to my mom and my aunt. they like him too. they were happy. but now i regret it because i prolly coulda gotten someone to go. oh well.
I want: people to infer things w/out me having to tell them
I need: someone to identify with
I hate: people who think they know you
I miss: my coherent version of my grandma
I fear: being alone
I hear: hahahah my cousin's rap music..."Jump On It"
I wonder: what david sedaris's voice will sound like live
I love: see above^^
I ache: (emo alert) myyyyy heaaaaaaaaart
I always: play violin? idk...
I am not: who you think i am
I dance: to my own FUCKING tune
I sing: like the angels
I cry: when angels deserve to die...or when it hurts. bad.
I write: if i have negative emotion
I win: scholarship for being an "exemplary member of the Persian race in oregon"
I lose: at trying to make my hair look like a not-afro
I should: stop judging myself
Three things you are often complimented for: hmm. hair?
You get embarrassed: almost never ever once in a blue moon
What upsets you: people telling you how to live, what to do/not do, then justifying it by telling you "its bad for you. i did it, but i stopped and look at me!!!" yeah. look at them. its the future sideshow. fuckers.
Keep a diary: this lj
You like to cook: (audrey, this is for you) -- time to come out of the closet...i cook candy. too much. i love it.
Have a secret you have not shared with anyone: oh yes.
You set your watch a few minutes ahead: no, but my parents do.
You bite your fingernails: heh. see that which upsets me...well it makes me mad when ppl try to make me stop chewing my nails.
You believe in love: of course
♥Who is...?
The prettiest person of the opposite sex you know: uhh i think uhh idk? :O)
The weirdest person you know: hahaha. me.
The loudest person you know: nance. easily.
Your close friends: mike travis robbie alexis j. louie levi
The person that knows the most about you: mike and travis and robbie all know me better than i know myself.
Your most overused phrase on IM: idk...idk, lol, im sorry.
Last image/thought you go to sleep with: "i have to remember to wash the jizz off tomorow in the shower cuz i was too lazy to do it now"
Your best feature: again, hair.
Inside joke: mike--stuft pizza and their damned thin walls...trav--rope swing, anyone? robbie--dude your parents need like a 5 ft. rule or something. jesus.
♥Do You...
Have a (any) crush (es): heh. yup.
Think you've been in love: not totally?
Want to get married: prolly
Have any tattoos/where?: none.
Piercing/where?: cock. <
Get along with your parents: when they let me run my life, yeah.
♥FAVORITES
NUMBER: 4
COLOR: blue
DAY: friday
MONTH: july
SONG: oh shit i dont fucking know...any SoaD
FOOD: anything mexican.
SEASON: summer
DRINK: gimme a pepsi any day bitch
VEGGIE: lettuce or non-cooked broccoli
♥PREFERENCES
CUDDLE OR MAKE OUT?: depends on the person and how much sleep i got the previous night. probably make out. cuddling is always fun for a change, though.
CHOCOLATE MILK, OR HOT CHOCOLATE?: chocolate milk
MILK, DARK, OR WHITE CHOCOLATE?: white
VANILLA OR CHOCOLATE?: vanilla and chocolate are both orgasmic.
♥IN THE LAST 24 HOURS, HAVE YOU
CRIED?: negative
HELPED SOMEONE?: i like to think so
BOUGHT SOMETHING?: food
GONE TO THE MOVIES?: no
GONE OUT FOR DINNER?: no
SAID, "I LOVE YOU"??: yeah
WRITTEN A REAL LETTER?: no
TALKED TO AN EX?: yep
MISSED AN EX?: nope
WRITTEN IN A JOURNAL?: no because journals (especially lj's) are for dumbshits. OF COURSE I HAVE. I AM RIGHT NOW. WHAT KIND OF QUESTION IS THAT??
HAD A SERIOUS TALK?: yes
MISSED SOMEONE?: a little
HUGGED SOMEONE?: yeah
KISSED SOMEONE?: mike's shoulder count?
the fucking end.