Who: Minato/Orpheus and Sync
What: Minato is struggling with his newfound feelings while being in crossroads.
Where: Room in the inn in the city.
Warnings: Angst angst angst
Log Status: Complete
'I've never... acted like this before.'
He pulled his legs up to his chest, pressing his earphones against his ears as he rested his forehead against his knees.
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Minato didn't bother to look up, he was used to Orpheus speaking to him through his mind now. But he always found it strange how his thoughts always seemed louder than his music...
When we first became one...
"...I wasn't like this." Minato mumbled, hazy blue eyes turned to look out the window. The crescent moons lightly shone directly through the window, bathing the dark room in an eerie glow.
Ever since he had come here...his emotions were completely out of whack. He found himself talknig to people...actually wanting to grow closer to them. Something he never went out of his way to do.
It was better to just...let them do what they want. If you didn't expect things, you had no way of getting hurt...
...Right?
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He hadn't expected much of this place...but he had made friends. Something he had never expected he would have after being pretty much ignored through most of his school days.
That was fine though. He was fine without them.
But Count D's words came back to him from that night...that night when...things changed even more.
"...you are probably making up for that now, unconsciously." He muttered, repeating the older mans words out loud. Somewhere deep down he wished for friends. And now he had some.
But then there was... "Sync..." Minato closed his eyes again, falling back against his bed as he draped an arm over his face.
Yes. There was Sync. After yesterdays events, he didn't know what to think anymore. He was probably just jumping to conclusions...something he never did.
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Here he was. Obsessing over it like...well like a girl would.
It was stupid.
This was stupid.
It would be better to just forget these feelings. If something was going to happen...it would. And when the opportunity arises...
He'd rise up to take advantage of it.
But for now...
He had nothing. He'd wait.
He'd act normal, and things would be like they were back then. He'd be...himself again.
Then his heart wouldn't have to hurt like this anymore.
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But what? What was there to say? There was no way to lure Minato out if he didn't want to leave that room.
"...Don't be selfish. Not too much anyway. I don't know why you are thinking about... things right now. But still."
Sync leaned is forehead against the door for a second. "...Be careful."
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