enough with the I haven'ts. just get done what you need to today so that tomorrow you can say I havedamnitlouApril 20 2004, 04:34:06 UTC
It seems you are stuck in the dispair of comfert. You have almost everything you need. A place to live, cloths to keep you warm, food for your belly, good friends and more willing to be. What do you really have to drive you todo more? Your basic outter needs are being met. All you have is a personal mind game going on now. So figure out the game, pick your next moves, and do what you have todo to overcome this.
(The people you see as being motivated... maybe they are just trying to get to a point of comfert as you are at now.) You have a good life. You have the mental drive to be better. Now be the best damnit.
Re: enough with the I haven'ts. just get done what you need to today so that tomorrow you can say IpersonatalieApril 20 2004, 16:46:19 UTC
Louie, what you say makes alot of sense.
In fact, I was considering that possibility--me not needing anything, making motivation not nearly as necessary.
But...I dunno, it's easier said than done. I am not COMPLETELY wallowing in despair, but it's hard to improve things when you feel lost.
To top everything off, I possibly lost my job today. I went in and was no longer on the schedule. See, Marc asked me to cover two Monday shifts--yesterday and next week. I didn't write yesterday's down because I was thinking "Monday" not "Mondays." I didn't go in because I was at night school, but I got Marc's messages later and called him back. He said "It's okay, I understand...besides, It's already taken care of." Everything obviously wasn't just fine. I don't know what the outcome is as of yet...I spoke with Matt, and he said he had to "work things out."
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(The people you see as being motivated... maybe they are just trying to get to a point of comfert as you are at now.)
You have a good life. You have the mental drive to be better. Now be the best damnit.
always,
damnit lou
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In fact, I was considering that possibility--me not needing anything, making motivation not nearly as necessary.
But...I dunno, it's easier said than done. I am not COMPLETELY wallowing in despair, but it's hard to improve things when you feel lost.
To top everything off, I possibly lost my job today. I went in and was no longer on the schedule. See, Marc asked me to cover two Monday shifts--yesterday and next week. I didn't write yesterday's down because I was thinking "Monday" not "Mondays." I didn't go in because I was at night school, but I got Marc's messages later and called him back. He said "It's okay, I understand...besides, It's already taken care of."
Everything obviously wasn't just fine. I don't know what the outcome is as of yet...I spoke with Matt, and he said he had to "work things out."
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the lost feeling.. yeah.. That comes from the the pressures of the world we live in. can't help it. just push it aside. it's no good. :)
Hope everything comes out in your favor at Joe Marty's.
always,
damnit lou
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