i don't even know what to do with myself anymore

this is the last time i am being hurt...the guard is up....fuck you all. jenna i love you. your my home dog.

....about me that makes me so easy to hurt. I don't really get it. Is it because guys feel that I won't have a problem finding soemone else, or is that they think I have no hurt and that they are not hurting, or I will get over it easily. I am sick of crying over the same people. I am sick of crying. One good thing is that it may make me lose ( Read more... )

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I got some vanilla tea for christmas and it's fantastic. Other then that my landlord is giving me another month to find a third roomie. So life is good.

I came home....got a bunch of present....my mom got me some uggs too which is soooo cute. My step dad got me a power drill/screw driver thingy. Since I am an adult and live on my own I should have one I guess. Then I got the random stuff ( Read more... )

this is like the first day i have had to myself in a long time. i have just been sitting in my room...listening to sigur ros...thinking about life, and i looked up and this is how the sky looked outside my window.........


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I need a better one of those when I date...

new rules and guidlines for dating

~must be 21

~must have a job

~must be in school or have graduated

~must take me out to dinner

~must be affectionate

i dont think these are tooo much to ask

So like last month i talked to my ex bf for lil bit and it was cool. It wasn't like romantic or anything. It was just nice to be able to talk. Well like a day or 2 after we talked civily he messges me and he is like yelling at me...so i was like wtf...well his gf said that i had threatened her, and i don't even know what the bitch looks like... ( Read more... )

nothing you say can penetrate these walls that i create