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Since Im now a super-cool member of this community, I can post stuff. Maybe this will give you more insight to exactly who I am:
The Future
So what does my future hold?
"Anything that I can imagine"
Thats what I've been told
And what will you do?
I'll still be here, waiting
But will your heart have room for two?
Or will you have to choose between
Him in the past, or me in the present
The desicion might make you scream
Who knows? It could be neither
I dont know who you'll pick
And you dont know the future either
I cant change the way you feel
But I know what I am inside
What I really feel for you
Its getting harder to hide
I feel like Im losing control
On all that I hold within
All thats inside my soul
Tomorrow seems so far away
When I can again see you smile
You are probably reading this today
Im sorry, I dont mean to complicate things
But I cant sit and watch you go by
Cuz then you will never know
Why I lay awake at night and cry
I'll hopefully see you tomorrow
Until then, this is goodbye
Only You
When you hand finds mine
Cuz you always have the time
That is why I think of you
If I’m feeling lonely or blue
I love the way your lips feel
Your love has the power to heal
It makes me stay just one more day
When Im with you I forget the pain
But when you’re gone it arises inside
Without you I would have laid there and cried
You understand what happened to me
Only you can make me feel like Im free
I don’t have to guard my words
When you’re around you erase all the hurt
I can say whatever is inside my head
I feel alive rather than feeling dead
You give me advice that I can use
So in Life I can win instead of lose
Remember, Im there for you too
And all of that is why I think of only you
Why?
Why did you do it, when you knew how I felt?
Your smile was one that would make my heart melt
But now your smile isn’t meant for me
The other guys are the only ones your eyes see
Im angry now, but I still want you
But I am yesterday, and you want something new
Why don’t you like me? Am I really that bad?
This lack off attention is making me sad
I don’t know what to do, Im sick of it all
It might be time to jump and time to fall
But do I really want to end my pain?
Should I let myself lie in the blood and the rain?
She will never understand the way I feel
She doesn’t see that my love could be real
You took my heart when it wasn’t yours to take
And broke my heart when it wasn’t yours to break
“I wanna still be friends so we can say ‘Hey!’ “
And make me remember my pain every day?
Now you turn your back away
Is it true that you have nothing to say?
Your silence is whats making me cry
I’ll let you go now, this is goodbye
Thinking Of You
So Im sitting here in class, and Ive got nothing to do
So of course my mind wanders, and I start to think of you
How have you been, what’s new in life, didja find someone else?
Go ahead, take my heart, put it back up on the shelf
You never really wanted it, I know that’s how you feel
If only you woulda told me yourself, but I heard it through the wheel
And now I try to be your friend, but you’ve got nothing to say
And of course, it makes me think of you all through the day
Go hang out with my friends, they like you more than me
Even though you’ve only been here since the day of August twenty-three
You came in here and fucked up my whole life
And I’d end it all if I could find a knife
You said “Please don’t leave me here all alone”
Alone? You would have all my friends to yourself if I was gone
Isn’t that what you want? You never have time for me anymore
Lets go back to the summer when I was so sure
I was sure of how I felt, and what I wanted
But I hear you inside my head, I think its haunted
Get out of my head, get out of my life, Im so depressed
How I felt about you, I should of never confessed
Wait no, please don’t go, I want you to stay here
Come back to me, make me forget all my fear
Eternal Requiem
Muted blues, dark grays, light grays
The clouds slumber overhead
And in the silence of the moment
She walks by, hair blowing in the wind
Rain soaked yellow scintillating in starlight
Dawn has not yet come, and the moon shines
The soft tinkle of rain sets the beat
And she dances to it’s tune in poetic grace
Bright eyes shine through the gloom
Playful smile on her lips, seductive sway in her hips
And as her arms entwine ‘round my waist
The moment stretches out, seemingly forever
Yet nothing lasts forever, all is lost
Lost in a maddening darkness
Where man has no lantern, nor torch
That will light his path, and bring him home
The darkness presses in, tighter & tighter
Suffocating this man with arms outstretched
He who fumbles to find his girl is now lost
Darkness presses so tight that he screams out
Gone forever, never to see his light again…
Drift
drifting apart
so very very slow
two years have passed
since we've been together
the wound still hasn't healed
and now we're drifting
away from one another
you have a side i've never seen
a side of you i never saw
this part is alien to me
your life is ful
full of new faces and friends
but i can only hope
you wont forget me
best friends forever
is what you say we'll be
even though you know
it will always hurt inside
i accept it and the pain
if that is what it takes
to stay close to you
the story repeats itself
and its happening a new
different friend but same pain
and now i hurt twice as much
must i hurt for you both?
how long with this one take
another two years of hurting
Standing Outside The Circle
I cannot begin to describe
The conflicting emotions inside
Your sitting there, alone, on the ground
Watching your friends talk and laugh
You dont know what they are saying
Cuz you weren't even there
Its like you do less and less with them
When everyone sits down
You take your place on the outside
To answer an occasional question
There is no reason to include yourself
You dont know what they are saying
And when everyone huddles for warmth
You shiver, alone, on the ground
They all look so happy together
You would give it all away
Give away everything
Just to have a part of that happiness
But you're not allowed to
Your place is elsewhere, away
A few feet may not seem like much
But it looks like miles in your mind
The sky fades to black, and stars come out
Fireworks brighten the crowd around you
And you've never felt so alone
Because you always stand outside the circle
All of these are by me, Tomas Thompson. Feedback is welcome and apreciated.
The Future
So what does my future hold?
"Anything that I can imagine"
Thats what I've been told
And what will you do?
I'll still be here, waiting
But will your heart have room for two?
Or will you have to choose between
Him in the past, or me in the present
The desicion might make you scream
Who knows? It could be neither
I dont know who you'll pick
And you dont know the future either
I cant change the way you feel
But I know what I am inside
What I really feel for you
Its getting harder to hide
I feel like Im losing control
On all that I hold within
All thats inside my soul
Tomorrow seems so far away
When I can again see you smile
You are probably reading this today
Im sorry, I dont mean to complicate things
But I cant sit and watch you go by
Cuz then you will never know
Why I lay awake at night and cry
I'll hopefully see you tomorrow
Until then, this is goodbye
Only You
When you hand finds mine
Cuz you always have the time
That is why I think of you
If I’m feeling lonely or blue
I love the way your lips feel
Your love has the power to heal
It makes me stay just one more day
When Im with you I forget the pain
But when you’re gone it arises inside
Without you I would have laid there and cried
You understand what happened to me
Only you can make me feel like Im free
I don’t have to guard my words
When you’re around you erase all the hurt
I can say whatever is inside my head
I feel alive rather than feeling dead
You give me advice that I can use
So in Life I can win instead of lose
Remember, Im there for you too
And all of that is why I think of only you
Why?
Why did you do it, when you knew how I felt?
Your smile was one that would make my heart melt
But now your smile isn’t meant for me
The other guys are the only ones your eyes see
Im angry now, but I still want you
But I am yesterday, and you want something new
Why don’t you like me? Am I really that bad?
This lack off attention is making me sad
I don’t know what to do, Im sick of it all
It might be time to jump and time to fall
But do I really want to end my pain?
Should I let myself lie in the blood and the rain?
She will never understand the way I feel
She doesn’t see that my love could be real
You took my heart when it wasn’t yours to take
And broke my heart when it wasn’t yours to break
“I wanna still be friends so we can say ‘Hey!’ “
And make me remember my pain every day?
Now you turn your back away
Is it true that you have nothing to say?
Your silence is whats making me cry
I’ll let you go now, this is goodbye
Thinking Of You
So Im sitting here in class, and Ive got nothing to do
So of course my mind wanders, and I start to think of you
How have you been, what’s new in life, didja find someone else?
Go ahead, take my heart, put it back up on the shelf
You never really wanted it, I know that’s how you feel
If only you woulda told me yourself, but I heard it through the wheel
And now I try to be your friend, but you’ve got nothing to say
And of course, it makes me think of you all through the day
Go hang out with my friends, they like you more than me
Even though you’ve only been here since the day of August twenty-three
You came in here and fucked up my whole life
And I’d end it all if I could find a knife
You said “Please don’t leave me here all alone”
Alone? You would have all my friends to yourself if I was gone
Isn’t that what you want? You never have time for me anymore
Lets go back to the summer when I was so sure
I was sure of how I felt, and what I wanted
But I hear you inside my head, I think its haunted
Get out of my head, get out of my life, Im so depressed
How I felt about you, I should of never confessed
Wait no, please don’t go, I want you to stay here
Come back to me, make me forget all my fear
Eternal Requiem
Muted blues, dark grays, light grays
The clouds slumber overhead
And in the silence of the moment
She walks by, hair blowing in the wind
Rain soaked yellow scintillating in starlight
Dawn has not yet come, and the moon shines
The soft tinkle of rain sets the beat
And she dances to it’s tune in poetic grace
Bright eyes shine through the gloom
Playful smile on her lips, seductive sway in her hips
And as her arms entwine ‘round my waist
The moment stretches out, seemingly forever
Yet nothing lasts forever, all is lost
Lost in a maddening darkness
Where man has no lantern, nor torch
That will light his path, and bring him home
The darkness presses in, tighter & tighter
Suffocating this man with arms outstretched
He who fumbles to find his girl is now lost
Darkness presses so tight that he screams out
Gone forever, never to see his light again…
Drift
drifting apart
so very very slow
two years have passed
since we've been together
the wound still hasn't healed
and now we're drifting
away from one another
you have a side i've never seen
a side of you i never saw
this part is alien to me
your life is ful
full of new faces and friends
but i can only hope
you wont forget me
best friends forever
is what you say we'll be
even though you know
it will always hurt inside
i accept it and the pain
if that is what it takes
to stay close to you
the story repeats itself
and its happening a new
different friend but same pain
and now i hurt twice as much
must i hurt for you both?
how long with this one take
another two years of hurting
Standing Outside The Circle
I cannot begin to describe
The conflicting emotions inside
Your sitting there, alone, on the ground
Watching your friends talk and laugh
You dont know what they are saying
Cuz you weren't even there
Its like you do less and less with them
When everyone sits down
You take your place on the outside
To answer an occasional question
There is no reason to include yourself
You dont know what they are saying
And when everyone huddles for warmth
You shiver, alone, on the ground
They all look so happy together
You would give it all away
Give away everything
Just to have a part of that happiness
But you're not allowed to
Your place is elsewhere, away
A few feet may not seem like much
But it looks like miles in your mind
The sky fades to black, and stars come out
Fireworks brighten the crowd around you
And you've never felt so alone
Because you always stand outside the circle
All of these are by me, Tomas Thompson. Feedback is welcome and apreciated.