the past two days have been very confusing. i dont even know why and i dont want anything to happen with the people that i do choose to be a part of my life because i love the way things are right now i dont even know really

my new years revoloution is to stop dying my hair for one full year i honestly doubt i will be able to but im really going to try im going to keep this hair color until it just looks too rediculous because my roots almost look blonde compared to the black hair. and then when i decide that its just too rediculous then i get to dye it once its ( Read more... )

sometimes shit is fucked up.

Who's bed did you sleep in last night ( Read more... )

so, its over..

friday jill and i got kfc then went to her house for a hot minute jack came and got us with gralla and davey. we went to jacks made some jelloshots chilled, halo and all that.mike left jared + urbat came and left. we went and got curry from nats went back to jacks for a bit then to my cribbizzle. we ate pizza and watched tv till i passed out. me ( Read more... )

we're doing the dream unit and psychology and two nights ago i woke up in the middle of the dream and instead of just going back to sleep i was like .. "fuck i was all the way in REM sleep and now im back to stage I" hah.
nerd.

mother fucking you fuckin fucker mother fuckin
snow and we have school and im fuckingggggggggggg tired

catherine(sniffling): "mar, seriously, whens the last time we actually missed school for being sick? like coffing, sneezing, fever. we always miss school for other reasons. i cant even remember the last time i went home for being sick. probabally like 4th grade, actually the only time in fourth grade that i had to go home was when i hit my head on ( Read more... )

when i got off the plane i had no one to call and tell them i was here, and get excited to see them and hug them and kiss them..
its really hurting my heart.