I don't want to live my life again.

[perylous_pixxi]

I can't tell if I'm emotional because I have my period, I'm getting a cold, or because I had such a great time with Mike last night at the Roger Waters show, but I've been crying all morning. I feel a bit better now, but my eyes are quite tired and my brain is one big queef. One of my teachers was waiting for me to open the library, I got here a

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[xashesofwinterx]

I never read livejournal anymore but I'm glad I randomly decided to log on. I felt the same way when Brian and I broke up. It sucked mostly because we lived together for 7 months after the fact and he had a new girlfriend (who I never met since she wasn't allowed to come over... and he lied about her for 3 months). Even if you know you weren't meant to be with someone, after awhile, you get used to them and it feels like a part of you is missing when you break up. On Halloween, it will be a year since he broke up with me and thing still make me sad and remind me of him. I don't know what I was getting at or if this will make you feel better or piss you off that I randomly wrote you stuff you don't care about, but what I guess I'm trying to say is I know how you feel.

[perylous_pixxi]

You'd certainly have to try harder to piss me off :P It sucks for sure, and I miss him. It's hard to remember why we broke up but I remember it being pretty bad between us in the end. Halloween would be our 5 year anniversary if we were still together, so it's going to be a tough night. It sucked for him when I started seeing someone else, but I didn't really know how else to force myself to get over him. I'm happy now, but I feel like I might have forced it a little too fast. I don't know, its funny though, you've pretty much been around for the end and beginning of Jason and Mike, and we were all hanging out at that point, so I feel like if I'm going to talk to anyone about this, I'd like to talk to people who were around me when I was that age and that know how things went down. We kind of lost touch a bit, and everyone seemed to have gone out in there own directions, went crazy, or just moved. But I guess I'm just being nostalgic and a bit home sick when I say that I really miss hanging out with you guys and I miss how it seemed

[xashesofwinterx]

I'm going to be home Halloween weekend and me, Jackie, Britt, Kim and my friend Rachel (and possibly my siblings) are going to a cornmaze in Sterling on Saturday the 30th. It's alot of fun and even though it's not the actual day, doing something fun with old friends. If you want to come, you're more than welcome. :)