I remember Halloween.

[perylous_pixxi]

I guess I've been pretty depressed this weekend with Halloween coming up. It would have been our five year anniversary, and it's tearing me apart. I guess I've just been so careful up until now to not flaunt my new relationship, and I guess it pissed me off that you kind of did

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[morbidgemini]

Please
Take this
And run far away
Far away from me
I am tainted
The two of us
Were never meant to be
All these pieces
And promises and left behinds
If only I could see
In my nothing
You meant everything
Everything to me
Gone fading everything
And all that could have been

I can't help thinking about that song sometimes. I'm not sure how I've been flaunting it but I'm sorry if I have, I just figured you were doing fine with Dave that I thought it was okay if I could show I'm doing okay too, learning to move on with my life, that's not say you aren't a part of this life and I'm pretty sure we agreed seeing each other on Halloween would be a pretty bad idea so I'm not really sure what to say about that. I just don't know.

[perylous_pixxi]

Well I can honestly say I only put those pictures up and everything because of that new girl comment. I don't know why but it's been really bothering me. I know we shouldn't see each other on Halloween, it just bugs me to think that you'll be spending it with your new girlfriend, and I don't know why you wouldn't get that.