In the year 2005 I resolve to:

Masturbating at least twice a day.

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this christmas, i've been a little down and i've finally figured out why... i've been distancing myself from people, not really wanting to make the first move to talk to anyone or go out with anyone... i'm just too afraid of getting close to people and then getting hurt... i've even been considering pulling a Kendrick and disappearing from the face ( Read more... )

i haven't been keeping up with LJ so i figured now is a good time for an update of my life... in a way, alot and a little has gone on ( Read more... )

it didn't last... i come home and it ends... a break... both in my heart and in the relationship... i wish i never came home period!!! i no longer have much happiness left in my life. am i now single and alone? i don't kno, but i wish that i wasn't on my own...

i'm happy... everyone suddenly popped up and i got to chat with a bunch of peeps... my plans so far... visiting lulu on mon afternoon... then plans with chau for lunch on wed and dinner with alex wed nite (and probably watching Blade Trinity or clubbing/bar hopping afterwards).. yay!!! and snowboarding plans with phoebe when she returns to SoCal ( Read more... )

ok... so i was really really excited to fly back to California and now i'm back... i got back on Friday at 7am... but i kinda don't like being back at the moment ( Read more... )

so how did i spend my last day here in sydney? CLEANING!!! argh! my roommate who was supposed to move out yesterday still hadn't moved out, and the inspector came to check her room and he was pissed off. then he saw our living room and kitchen and the two bathrooms, and he basically said "Not Acceptable" to all of it. my roommates are pigs i ( Read more... )

24 hours and 29 minutes until my flight leaves...
such a gloomy and rainy day today... kinda matches my mood of the last few days... thank goodness its not hot anymore... ok, time to clean my apt... *shudders at the thought of cleaning the living room*

lies lies lies? uncertainty... ugh... excited... sad... alone... both a good day and a bad... just one more thing to say: they forgot to give me the packet of SOY SAUCE DAMMIT!!! sushi doesn't taste the same without it ( Read more... )