THERE IS NO ONE ALIVE IN THE ENTIRE WORLD RIGHT NOW AT ALL EXCEPT FOR ME AND PATRICE WHY IS EVERYONE ELSE DEAD??

i just feel fucken GOOD right now y'all!!!

i am listening to california soul and it's raining and i'm smoking a cigarette and sitting in the window and it's a fucking glorious moment and the world is all lit up and nice like.

i'm deeply madly in love with brittny marie malec.

sunday was a really fucking good day. i know it's tuesday, but monday and tuesday have been lame so i'm just gonna focus on sunday cause that was probably the best day i've had since i've been here ( Read more... )

i had a dream that my mom threw a party for me at my dad's house, and had joe newell and someone else be my "escort" or something, but i had chelsea and kari come, and i had these shoes that said dyke on them or something. kari and i both left our backpacks in the caf? or something fucked, so i had to go back and get them, and all the sudden i was ( Read more... )

i just had a dream that i smoked a lot of pot and woke up and was a dude, and my shoulders got really broad and i had really ripped pecs, and i walked down the stairs and said hi to judy kinter, and she turned around and said heeey.

i don't get what's goin on with me this days. this is some ruff shit. i miss my gurls back home so so bad. i miss last fall so much that i can feel it aching in my stomach. i can fucken remember the way it smells ( Read more... )

alright, so i know i said that i didn't like antioch. but immediately after i posted that, my friend gave me a mullet, and now i love it here ( Read more... )

i think i finally figured out that

all my boy crushes

are perhaps

just a little bit of penis envy.

poor kids.

antioch is really weird right now. all these kids are getting busted for dealing pot, which is weird because fucking everyone who goes here smokes dank nugs 24/7. some narc spread all this shit around and now some really great, intelligent young men are getting expelled. there was no trial or anything, they're just getting busted ( Read more... )

i really don't want to leave anymore.