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[peter_yorn]

the woman is demanding an update. its unfortunate because i loathe updating. i don't see how the details of my life are at all entertaining to any of you. i always feel like i am writing the same old shit here. what have i been doing this past month, same, writing, recording, working on developing my recording company further etc etc. for

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[c_carpenter]

Thank you for succumbing to my whims and desires. It only took about a month, which I think should say something about my persuasive skills.

At the very least, you are no pushover.

I was nervous about meeting your family. The circumstances are strange but I'm really glad you wanted me to meet them. I guess the little things speak really loudly to me now.

You know how I feel, I don't think I even have to say it.

I'm going to buy out the stock of Esquire's and wallpaper with the picture. I love it that much.

[peter_yorn]

your persuasive skills are quite convincing, although i think this post shows why it took so long. there are certain things i'm not so bad at, but this, journaling, it appears to not be one of them.
i'm really glad you meet them, you know i never really expected that level of comfort, not just between you and i but all around, and you're right, those are the things that speak for themselves.
as for my feelings for you, i can only hope that actions speak louder than words. its not that the words you want and i know need to hear aren't there.
where will this wallpapering take place, because i'm not a big fan of myself and i don't want to be looking at a wall like that everyday.

[c_carpenter]

You know what living with you has taught me? Words are cheap. We praise God and curse his creation with the same tongue. We say we love someone, hate someone, want someone, all within ten minutes. Talk is cheap and there's too much of it

[peter_yorn]

charisma, if there was one thing i could have wished to teach you that would have been it. this is essentially why i have issues with those words, and have never really been able to explain it, but i'm glad you see it, and appreciate it. people throw the love word around so much that it has lost its meaning. ya i love my coffee in the morning, but i'm not in love with it. too many confuse loving someone with being in love. the two however rarely go together these days. although love can be beautiful etc, i don't think it could ever be as beautiful as what i feel for you. i have been searching for any words that i could give you some sort of comfort with, but i simple don't think they exist.