I just woke up from a nap. I feel disoriented. I don't like it. Maybe i shouldn't have taken one ( Read more... )

OMFG It's soooo damn hot in my room. It's like the inside of a car that's been out in the sun all day! Why the hell am I in here?!?! I HATE summer. I can't wait to get the fuck out of this apartment. I have yet to decide what I'm going to do. I'll either move into a cheaper one bedroom that I can actually afford, or move back in with my dad. I need ( Read more... )

Last night was sooooo odd. I saw EVERYONE at Molly's. By everyone, I mean Jacki, Danielle, Will, Chris, Brandon, Travis, John, and Brad. If I would have known Brad was going to be there, I would have told Allen not to come up. I was talking to Chris and Allen. They both left the table for a second. When Allen came back, Brad and Brandon were ( Read more... )

Damn, I've been writing in this thing like crazy the last few days. Oh, well. Myspace is down, and that's the main thing I do to occupy my time. I attempted to clean the apartment today, but halfway through, and I got really dizzy, so I called it quits. Plus the kitchen ( Read more... )

Today was one of those uneventful ones. I had lunch with Tom, which was cool. We talked about the possibility that he'll be moving to Louisiand. Allen is really upset about that. He's done everything he can to hold the band together. But they all need to think of their careers. They're not getting any younger. They all know this. I went tanning. I ( Read more... )

Okay, PMS if a fucking bitch. Danielle and I were gonna go up to Pinche's last night, and I saw that Allen had called me, so of course, I called him back. He happened to be hanging out at Pinche's as well, with Chad. So we went up there and sat with them. Allen and I were sitting next to each other and I was having a conversation with Danielle ( Read more... )

Thanksgiving, Christmas, New Years, then comes my 21st birthday! Things seem to come so much faster whenever you constantly have things to look forward to until then. I can't hardly wait! It's gonna be so much fun! I'm gonna go out to eat with my dad, and order a beer or something. Weird. This is boring. I'm gonna go grab a beer. I love Allen.

I'm really excited right now. I got a job, and that's what I'd been stressed about the most. Granted, it's only seasonal, but I do stand a chance of staying on as a permanent employee. I feel like I've actually accomplished something... and for me, that in itself is a huge deal. Not to mention the fact that I'll be making more per hour that I did ( Read more... )

La la la... I'm sooo freakin bored! I need to talk to my mom, cause she's been emailing me, and I feel bad, cause I haven't spoken to her since my dad and I got in that huge fight. I still think it's really wierd that I just left. Damn I really dont feel like writing in this thing.

Okey it hasn't even been a full 24 hours since I left my dad's house, but I already feel like a new person. It's fucking great! Allen offered to let me stay with him until I get my check in January, but I think that would just fuck everything up. Our relationship is going really well fight now and I just don't want to put any stress on it. I'm ( Read more... )