you can't phase zen, ...lol such a sarcastic comment that so few will laugh at but i take the time to type it anyways...don't worry i will extrapolate on that a bit more. my search through religion is long documented on dusty old websites that some of you have even read maybe...its a vain useless mortality tinged gripe fest...it spins through the ( Read more... )

today i did something that i have wanted to do for the last 7 or 8 years, i saw tom waits in concert, thats right THE tom WAITS!!! caravanned in my mr2 following josiah and lisa, in rose and joe's car, being followed by chad and justin and thimble and the ever witty steve-o....great group to waste time with before the show, josiah also helped me ( Read more... )

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Tonight i was doing some driving on, my own private road...on the start of the 2nd pass thru, after clearing a turn i noticed a deer on the side of the road. Or the ass of a deer, hovering over the road more realisticly....what happened next i wouldn't believe except i did it, i was there and i have a witness...the deer perked its head up, saw ( Read more... )

good god i feel worthless unless a girl tells me differently...thats not cool and i know, and i know why,,,but all this logic tells me nothing, i am still drunk, and i am still alone...how much do i feel like this is fucked up, a lot, how much do i want to change it, zero...this is fucking important if only to me....remember when you wake up you ( Read more... )

i don't even need two i only need one, for me, to either the chicago or kentucky show, i MUST have a ticket to see tom waits, i will murder for a ticket, i will commit arson for a ticket, message me and we'll work it out.

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staring nothing in the face, on the edge of my chasmic depression, my life is in shambles, i hadn't made art since october, everything starts to fall apart, but still i am just observing it, cold to the core emotionless and with out any care of the future...my website an innocent victim of the relationship crossfire...slowly though i drew my legs ( Read more... )

yeah yeah if you didn't see on myspace, i have a cell phone this is the number

317 724-3891

unlimited minutes (yeah day and night) and text and pix...so call or just send scary ass cell phone pix

saturday was a bust, i took a lot of test drives but didn't sell anything at all, days like that just suck, its great to show off cars and all but it doesn't make me friends with the sales managers, which are the people who decide if i get to keep my job,...i went home and just drove all night long ( Read more... )