Things are looking up for me. Day by Day I am digging myself out of the state of miserableness and depression. I am beginning to feel happier nd better. Things are lookin up for Jes and I. We're friends and are finally making some solid ground and actually being able to talk to each other and have something to talk about. Whereas towards the end of ( Read more... )

Right now, my life sucks balls.. major balls. I hate feeling like shit all the time and I hate having to constantly pour my heart out to get a response w/ no emotion involved whatsoever, I hate knowing that as much as I tell her things I feel, she doesn't believe half of what I tell her. I hate knowing that she can hold a grudge for this long and I ( Read more... )

As I said earlier, I do feel some regret and I do feel like a piece of me is missing and I miss her.. even though it's only been 1 day I miss her a lot and I wish I could still be with her and things be ok between us and be able to go down to her house and see her and hang out with her. We did have a lot of fun times and I wish those fun times ( Read more... )

Jes and I broke up yesterday and the unfortunate part was... she became a bitch and started acting like something crawled up her ass and it just kept going deeper and deeper. She'd been acting like a hardcore bitch and giving me a shitload of attitude and was constantly looking for a fight. I don't understand what I did. She was bitching and ( Read more... )

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jes and i are back together. end of story. thank you. please come again. do not pass go, do not collect $200 (or however much it is when u pass go)

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God I hate em. Today Jes broke up with me yesterday... did she have any legitimate reason? Not in the very least. All she had were a bunch of bullshit excuses which hurts because she couldn't even tell me the truth and what hurts more is the fact that she had to write it in a note to me and couldn't say it to my face. I lost a lot of respect for ( Read more... )

Jes broke up for some stupid excuse. I'm now single and back to having no life. God I h8 women!