I had a dream last night I was getting married ( Read more... )

More recently I have been looking through old pictures

and now I am flooded with great memories

it's a good feeling

I am so tired of being all by myself ( Read more... )

If I was thin.....

...I would be in his arms

no doubt about it.

But the good news is I am a straight up baller... so I can deal with it.

"It wouldn't be called a crush

if it wasn't supposed to hurt so bad"
-16 Candles

I am sitting on the couch
with heart shaped ice cubes
slurping vanilla coke out of a penis shaped straw
and listening to Rilo Kiley

What could be better?

Oh yeah.... My best friend Andrea being here with me

or at least her knowing how much I miss her.

I said it once and I will say it again.

She is a heart breaker.

[but I still love her

12 days to a new life

12 days to a new heart break


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my heart is in my throat

and I kind of like it there

I peered outside a moment ago, and through the tree's a bright light shined

so bright the misty sky could show.

The only words that able to come from my mouth

"Oh my gosh"

Cradle Robber...

The glories of being 18