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Jan 21, 2007 22:26

Sometimes the rain surprises me. If you listen to it closely enough, you can hear what it's saying. What it's reminding you of and what it's warning you of ( Read more... )

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blueteartracks January 22 2007, 04:31:56 UTC
You sound depressed. Perhaps you could find reprieve in death...?

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petit_shinigami January 22 2007, 04:35:22 UTC
Already dead, Arrancar.

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blueteartracks January 22 2007, 04:42:13 UTC
The you wouldn't mind repeating the process, I should think.

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petit_shinigami January 22 2007, 04:43:35 UTC
How about I allow you the chance this time, instead?

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[Private] popcornlasers January 22 2007, 04:32:37 UTC
Rukia? You okay?

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Re: [Private] petit_shinigami January 22 2007, 04:35:59 UTC
I don't know. Maybe.

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Re: [Private] popcornlasers January 22 2007, 04:42:41 UTC
What's up?

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Re: [Private] petit_shinigami January 22 2007, 04:44:40 UTC
Everything.

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traptprincess January 22 2007, 04:35:17 UTC
Your words are very poetic. You should try writing lyrics sometime.

I think that all we can rely on in this world is trust--that's what binds us together more than anything, more than red threads of fate or whispered promises. In the end, if you don't trust someone, then what do you have?

I betrayed someone's trust in me, and I'm still regretting the pain. The pain that I caused this person that I love, and the pain I caused myself by causing them pain.

There are no easy answers in life. We end up with many regrets. Yet, in the end, I think we live because we don't know what else to do. I sing because I don't know what else to do.

I'm sorry I'm rambling at you ^_^;; My name's Reira. You're Rukia, right? I've read Bleach in Jump in my world, so I have some idea of what you're talking about, though I'm sure I still don't know anything at all ^_^;;

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petit_shinigami January 22 2007, 04:47:05 UTC
I was just musing aloud. Or in writing, I suppose.

Trust seems to be so easily broken. How do you know when to trust? How do you know what's worth your trust? What isn't? There's so much that lies beneath that one concept.

Living? And just how do you live when you're dead?

No problem at all. Nice to meet you, Reira-san. :)

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traptprincess January 22 2007, 05:01:59 UTC
I think trust is a risk we take. Some people become so completely jaded they can't trust anyone any more, they've been hurt so many times, and that's no way to live. But sometimes a little pain is necessary.

That's what makes things like love so complicated--there's no way you can avoid causing pain to the ones you love.

As for living when you're dead, I can't say for myself ^__^;; But I think in your world, death is just another part of life. After all, when people die in Soul Society, aren't they reborn back into the Living World again? It's just like living here, only not.

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petit_shinigami January 22 2007, 08:11:43 UTC
But how much pain can we handle before we fall apart?

No way at all?

I'm not sure. I can't say for sure. Not until the day that I day.

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comps_are_life January 22 2007, 04:36:35 UTC
... Are you okay, Rukia?

If you're just... I don't know, thinking or whatever, then that's okay too, but...

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petit_shinigami January 22 2007, 04:51:29 UTC
I'm not sure.

I'm thinking too, I suppose.

How are you doing, Hiromi-san?

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comps_are_life January 22 2007, 05:00:43 UTC
... You don't have to worry about me, I'm fine, I'm more concerned about you...

Well... I'm not sure what it is you're going through exactly, but... in my world me and my friends are pretty likely to fall to the devil eventually, and we know it could happen at any time, but-- we have to trust each other anyway, we're all we've got. And that doesn't keep us all from trying to at least keep it from happening to other people. Especially Ren and Rai, messing around on the computers, I really don't do nearly the amount of stuff they do to try to save people... they're something else, they never feel like giving up the way I do sometimes.

Anyway. I'm not sure how that pertains or if it even does at all, but... well, I'm here for you, okay?

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petit_shinigami January 22 2007, 05:24:47 UTC
There's no reason to really be concerned, Hiromi-san. Things are just...difficult, lately.

There are so many different variations of trust. How do you know who to trust? What do you do when trust is broken? What happens when.....trust isn't there?

I'm sorry, I don't know what I'm talking about anymore.

Yes... Thank you, Hiromi-san.

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withinreason January 22 2007, 04:43:24 UTC
Is it a question of pride and honor? Or something else?

A lot of pride, a little honor, and mostly, it’s that something else you’re wondering about probably, Rukia Kuchiki. Keh, you know I’m not really good at this but you know, some people are worth trying for anyway.

I used to like the rain. Not so much anymore, as you might imagine, right?

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petit_shinigami January 22 2007, 04:52:39 UTC
Kaien-dono.

I'm sorry, I forgot you could read this post as well. You must think I'm being a fool.

The rain brings back.....memories.

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withinreason January 22 2007, 04:56:29 UTC
...Kuchiki, the only fool here is that arrancar. Okay, well, maybe me too, but different reasons...well I hope so...ahh...that'd be weird.

It does. I don't think this is an option for anyone like us but...I guess part of me still thinks like an assistant captain...haha: don't forget those memories...okay?

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petit_shinigami January 22 2007, 05:10:25 UTC
I don't think he's the only one. You are not a fool, Kaien-dono.

I couldn't if I tried. Some memories are left engrained too far within.

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