So its not friday night yet but it will be, and i will be here at home with nothing to do. Yes here, with nothing to do.....sigh.....oh well, one day, one day
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Well i see that it is not so easy to get over a guy. Remember when me and berto broke up after a 2 year relationship and your advise was just "GET OVER IT!" See how its not so easy...i felt 10 times worse than you do now. I went to you for advise, and thats all u could say. You dont know how much that shit hurt. I went to you cause i felt more comfortable with you and i thought you being more mature would understand. I saw that i was wrong. I didnt know who to turn to anymore...so i had to deal with it myself. This made me stronger...to the person i am now. I learned to handle my own shit...which people still dont understand. But this love thing i had to handle myself. Now im not the lil girl than needed people to always protect me. Dont get me wrong i still need you guys, but, with things i get into myself...im a big girl...i can get myself out. Now sweety im not gonna give you the same advise as you gave me cause believe me it didnt work...and thats some shitty ass advise. I know you probably dont want advise from me
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yes, its not easy to get over a guy. sorry liz, but i took your post pretty offensively, you "aint bitchin" but it feels that way. thank you for pretty much telling me im a shitty as friend, its good to know that. you make it seem like i told you "GET OVER IT" 2 days after berto left, which i didnt. first of all i didnt say "GET OVER IT" i let you know that you needed to move on, why cuz it was mid-march and you were still saying "my baby berto" or "mi suegra" sorry sweetie but like i said it was mid-march, mind you berto left in OCTOBER. sorry if it was not what you wanted to hear, but a few of us were done sugar coating shit for you, it was something you needed to hear. i was there for, but i guess you needed more. i couldnt give that to you. also just cuz, i dont see or talk to oh boy everyday, or just because i wasnt in a two year relationship doesnt make what im feeling minimal, cuz thats what you are pretty much saying. i still dont know how you managed to turn my post into how i was a crappy ass friend, and how you are a
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i dont quite understand....the_gris_effectAugust 6 2004, 14:48:03 UTC
Why do u need to call berto? I mean do u need to call mexico to have someone yell at u?! i dont know maybe u guys to have a good friends relationship... that i dont know about. Maybe u just want an 'outsider' point of view. Anyways, yes i would hope that life would be like a 'typical chick flick ,' sadly is not... is not wrong to want that, but it hurts since is not real. love ya cookie...
Re: i dont quite understand....petite_poireAugust 7 2004, 12:19:05 UTC
may be i do need to get an outsider point of view, i wrote about talking to berto cuz i was just typing and i was typing anything that came to mind at the same time i was talking to another friend about berto and i remembered how i love talking to him and how i havent done it in a while. i also realized that he would yell at me for the stupid shit i've been doing lately. we do have an awesome friendship, and i do wanna talk to him. love ya cookie
i kinda know how you feel. it's been a while, ("since i've gone and fucked things up, just like i always do") and i still have not been able to let go. THAT'S IT, I NEED TO GET SOME ASS! lol. that's not completely true, i've needed that for a while now.
well, i'll prolly continue to cry to you and gris about stuff like this, because i'm a loser like that, until i get over it. and when i'm sure (and you actually believe me too!) that i am, remind me to delete or screen this post, just as some kind of closure.
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Anyways, yes i would hope that life would be like a 'typical chick flick ,' sadly is not... is not wrong to want that, but it hurts since is not real.
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well, i'll prolly continue to cry to you and gris about stuff like this, because i'm a loser like that, until i get over it. and when i'm sure (and you actually believe me too!) that i am, remind me to delete or screen this post, just as some kind of closure.
"i'm always wrapped up in things i cannot win"
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