i wish i knew why i cared so much. I wish sometimes that i could just stop caring and move on. But with certian things, i cant. there are just a few things that i can not get past. Lost friendships, people who are in pain, and things i know i can do but cant in the moment ( Read more... )

Sitting here in the freezing cold wondering what tommorrow could hold, i looked to my beloved pictures. Somehow every pain every emotion that i cant show, i can feel throught the pictures of other people. Its like i can change a happy picture of a girl sitting or smiling and turn it into a abomination. Somthing hidious and false. But yet if you ( Read more... )

Stop your laughter it keeps my heart from beating.
Stop this silence that keeps my lips from speaking.

Stop the murder you insist on committing.
Stop pushing me down im sick of sitting.

Leave me in my lovely tomb
My solitary padded room.

Tie my arms all up in knoughts
Drug my body so i cant think these thoughts.

Keep the key to my cold cage.
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Sit and listen. you'll hear it soon. its agony its boredum, its life ( Read more... )

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Let me know if my site takes forever to load. And ill make the pics smaller, thanks.

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