If i am lost, for a day,
try to find me
if i dont come back
then i won't look behind me
all of the things that i found so easy
just get harder and harder each day
december is darkest, in june there's the light
but this empty bedroom won't make anything right
I dreamed i was dying as i so often do
and when i awoke i was sure it was true
i ran to the window, threw my head to the sky
and said "whatever is up there, please dont let me die"
But i can't live forever
i can't always be
one day i'll be sand on a beach by the sea
the pages keep turning
i'll mark off each day with a cross
and laugh about all that i've lost
I'm alive
I'm alive
I'm alive