when you're thrown in a place surrounded with trees all around for days ( Read more... )

10 days in the military island
how nice  
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So we'll sit at rooftops
and count all the stars
laugh and sing to our favorite songs

Painted faces prone down and blend in to the green
Riffle in hands
blankets of bullets in the air
with the temperature of the sun in their jackets
convinced i don't belong here when i fell asleep in the middle of the fire fight.

When the brain feels numb
every breath is a struggle
muscles starting to tense up
with eyes rolled back in white
with little realization whats going on around.
I've seen people struggle to fight it but I wonder how it feels like

Under cloudless skies
I've fought dragons on my back and legs
up this hills and mountains

leaving this lion city skies for far too many times
this time i really feel like leaving something behind

I cant say what my heart wants to say
cause my tongue wont let me to.

seeing someone close
breaks down and cry in front of you
is heart breaking