so I finally have a computer again, it died a week or so ago, but my friend fixed it for me!!! YEAY!!!!!!

It used to be that if I went to tutor the delinquent boys I would be in the best mood ever. For some reason I just dont feel happy. In fact I feel shitty, like Ic ould bitch someone apart then cry a river to drown them in. It's not cool. Grrrrrrrrrrr

It's weird having my grandpa gone. I didn't really know himt hat well. I got close to him right after my gramma died 7 or so years ago,c zu I would go visit him in AZ for a couple weeks ata time. He's the reason I love AZ so much. But now he's gone, and my family really came together. My other grandparents have just bought a second house in the ( Read more... )

not going to be around much..... my grandfather (my dad's dad) passed on last night totally unexpected.

I have these .mid files that I want to change into waves so that I can make a cd fromt heir music. Id ont know why their .mid, I just know I want to make them into a CD. I have winamp, and I thought that there was a way to do it with winamp, but I can't find it. Can anyone help?

So I havent really done anything besides homework the past couple of days..... And today is no different (I'm writing this while I scarf down my lunch). I have class in half an hour and then tutoring at a juvenile detention center for 3 hours.... And then homework..... When will it end?!

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I have always wanted to write a novel, but I cant even write anything but depressing poems.... Grrrrrr....... I've begun so many stories........ Grrrrrrr

not ready, not ready!
push, soothing words, push...
I know better stop!
comforting voice, pushing....
C'mon, please don't, Please!
soft hands, push harder....
Please no! please NO!
kisses and kind words, push....
I'm begging, stop!
pppuuussshhh.......
and you're gone
with my being and I'm left
torn to scar because of you.
1/25/03 7:45pm