so, yeah ( Read more... )

How about I haven't written in a year! That is crazy ( Read more... )

So last night was a really rough night for me. I couldn't go to sleep. When I get really upset for some strange reason I start to clean. So I was cleaning up my room and kept thinking and just never got tired. But once I finally made it into bed I was out. Let me tell you. I really needed a good nights sleep after the past couple of days ( Read more... )

Ok...I've calmed down and I am cool now. Well at least I am just sad now. Not mad anymore! :)

oh my freakin goodness. I am so mad at myself right now. I'm mad, I'm sad, I'm upset, I'm confused, I don't know what F'in heck I am! I just REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY wish that I could figure out alot of things!!!

Today was better then I thought that it would be. I was absolutely DREADING going to work today. It didn't start out good though. I was soooo tired this morning and when I was going to work, I had SOOOOO many things on my mind. And out of nowhere I just started to cry. I don't know if it was because I was so tired, b/c I didn't want to go to work, ( Read more... )

Man! I am so bored right now. I went to Carowinds today and we had fun. I got left out some. Britt was with Trevor. Robbie was with Ariel. everyone else had their own group. LoL. But I had fun by myself. BLAH! I don't know what to talk about. I wanna go to bed but then again I don't. I gotta work 8 and a half hours tomorrow and then 10 hours on ( Read more... )

Man I have got a bad headache. But I will survive ( Read more... )

So, today was ok. I'm in Tennessee right now. Where the time is an hour behind of NC! And I am all confused. LoL ( Read more... )

Something is wrong with me. My feelings and emotions are everywhere right now! And I really don't know what to do. There up there down and back and forth. ughhh, why can't life just be simple?!