My sister's pseudo-tumor grew back. She's been in the hospital and taking oxy contin for the pain. She had a three hour MRI yesterday ( Read more... )

i dreamed a dream. april tenth sometime after one ( Read more... )

I dreamt of being at a water park, with the family. We still up ramps, avoided the vacuum tubes, except Aunt Linda who went in one to get there faster. Not me, dad, and the baby. I had the baby so I had to walk up the water ramps and I didn't have shoes. They were small and narrow at the edge of rooms, hexagonal rooms stacked one on the other over ( Read more... )

I dreamt a long dream, but at the end we were carrying pizzas into a Miller Theatre thing with tables for the big concert. I had two big pizzas and I looked like a busboy for a second so that was cool. I didn't know where to set them down. Oh before that Liz and I and Erin were underwater there was a test Erin didn't come back up I couldn't lift ( Read more... )

I just dreamt we were getting bombed by Poland. In this warehouse where I was, there were others, there was a tea party, there was a model T and another farther behind. I was trying to hitch a ride. I got the first one but my seat was reserved for another woman, a fat one, and they drove me to the second car which was also reserved for someone else ( Read more... )

Walking out of the physics building this afternoon, I saw the same open space that I worship twice a week. It's very beautiful; an open court in New York is a precious commodity. The sun sets there and it looks a little like I feel. The court is dark, except for rays of blood orange on the sides of west facing walls. Dark orange, polluted skies, ( Read more... )

For an update ( Read more... )

Things have gotten to the point where my dreams are less fantastical and absurd than my real life.

FLEMING MC WILLIAMS AND JOHN MARK PAINTER ROCK SO HARD.

"When a man surrenders himself to music, allowing his soul to be flooded through the channels of his ears with those sweet and soft and mournful airs we spoke of, and gives up all his time to the delights of song and melody, then at first he tempers the high-spirited part of his nature, like iron whose brittle hardness is softened to make it ( Read more... )