i dont understand why i always have these vivid dreams about things that could possibly be real. the things i dont want to think about always end up coming out full force in dreams that are long, complicated, and much too real
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ugh. i am in a terrible mood. why are the holidays so depressing?? why does the stupidest shit make me upset? why cant i just shrug things off and just get on with it already? why do i always get like this when i am at home
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dear people who read my livejournal, i apologize for that pathetic last post. i was panicking about something stupid, and it ended up not being a big deal. in fact, i ended up having a great night on saturday. pretty much, i friggin rule. no worries. life is good. katie
im in the middle of a ridiculous predicament. and the thing that sucks the most about it is that i put myself in it. because i thought i could be strong and nonchalant and say fuck that. but i cant. UGH!