procrastinating...i will die
when will this feeling just leave me?
this feeling of utter loneliness?
even when i'm with people and having fun, i still have this horible lonely feeling about me...
anyway, recap of the weekend
Friday:
~went to classes
~imaging wasn't so bad
~poetry always sucks
~was happy for courtney because her bf was in town and he lives in nawlens so i'm glad she get to see him
~got home and changed for the gym
~took a nap and waited for laura to call
~laura called and i got up
~we went to the gym
~owe
~we showered
~not together :-(
~we took out the lasagna my mommy made to defrost
~the lasagna did not defrost quick enough
~we had some wine
~we put the lasagna in the oven to defrost it quicker
~the lasagna did not defrost quick enough
~we had some more wine
~we finally could cut through the lasagna enough to get it out and into a bowl for microwaving
~we had some more wine
~we retired to my room to watch young frankenstein :-)
~we had more lasagna
~and more wine
~we watched moulin rouge
~and had more wine
~we were feeling pretty good
~jimmy came to pick her up
~i went to bed
Saturday:
~woke up
~daniela was going crazy
~got some breakfast
~daniela was still going crazy
~worked on some choreography for partial credity goodness
~daniela wanted to dance
~we made plans to go out at night
~worked on some other homework
~daniela was still going crazy
~grabbed some dinner
~showered
~got all pretty
~went to see the comedian at upac mainstage
~eddie ifft is hilarious!!
~when he said the punchline to one of his jokes, it sounded very familiar, like something out of heffa's away message
~he told us he got hit with a football in the crotch when he was at iona
~the lightbulb went off in my head
~got back
~asked heffa if he actually got hit with a football when he was at her school
~he did
~mariana drove us up to lxa
~nobody answered the door
~we went to fiji instead
~hung out with eric and some skiddmore girls
~it's been awhile since i talked to eric, it was nice
~danced
~hung out with eric a little more at the bar
~saw tom out of the corner of my eye
~decided that if he talked to me i would be nice and converse with him for awhile
~was still talking with eric
~tom was being weird
~still talking with eric
~heard tom sai hi to me so i turned and said hi
~he didn't really continue on with a conversation
~neither did i
~he kinda wandered around the stair well, but didn't really talk to me
~whatever
~daniela was talking to a cute boy on the couch
~went to sit with her
~he had friends from long island so we got to talking
~he was very drunk and hitting on me
~me, him and eric went for pizza
~it's been awhile since i was in a car with eric, last time was uconn
~had some fun reminscing
~mmm pizza
~the freshman hit on me again and tried to get me into the back seat with him
~it was funny
~he was visiting some friends in cary so he walked me to my door
~he was so totally a player and i wasn't letting him play, it was fun
~went to bed
Sunday:
~11:57am, Linds & Danielle walk out of their rooms
~"Maybe we shouldn't talk for the rest of the day.."
~"I'm so excited! It's like Christmas!"
~Linds & Danielle for some reason decided to watch the game together
~had a really dirty convo with the russian
~apparently he has a man crush on T.O.
~i saw a picture of T.O. without his shirt on and understood completely the infatuation
~went to rehearsal
~had some choreography to teach so i felt important
~got home
~had a really long intricate convo with joey
~i miss my joey-FWAMP!
~took a shower
~grabbed dinner with drew and john
~went over to greg's for the superbowl party
~had approximately 9 jello shots and 3 mixed drinks
~was quite drunk
~walked back with drew & bobby
~made it from nugent to cary without getting rapped or faling over and dying
~had a little coversation with bj while i was drunk
~wished it was a longer coversation, as i enjoy conversing with him so much
~it was probably a good thing the russian wasn't online...i might have said something horrible
~passed the fuck out
Monday:
~woke up
~completely hungover
~felt horrible
~only the second time i've ever been hungover, not so much fun
~went to class
~talked to bj while in class
~told him that if i come to visit over spring break i'm gonna wanna get drunk and cuddle
~i now have something to look forward to for spring break
~cuddles with bj
~still not feeling well
~got home from class
~made a sandwich
~ate said sandwich
~passed the fuck out for like 2 hours
~woke up
~tried to start my proposal paper due for poetry tomorrow
~went to dinner
~started talking to the russian and jason
~had the most random conversation
~i felt dirty
~it was funny
~people confuse me sometimes
~tried writing my paper again
~got distracted by daniela's study buddy lover boy man
~started updating my lj
~almost done updating my lj
~talked to joey again
~wanna talk to bj, but feel like a stalker if i IM him all the time
~on the phone with kc
~i love kc
~mmmmm popcorn
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this feeling of utter loneliness?
even when i'm with people and having fun, i still have this horible lonely feeling about me...
anyway, recap of the weekend
Friday:
~went to classes
~imaging wasn't so bad
~poetry always sucks
~was happy for courtney because her bf was in town and he lives in nawlens so i'm glad she get to see him
~got home and changed for the gym
~took a nap and waited for laura to call
~laura called and i got up
~we went to the gym
~owe
~we showered
~not together :-(
~we took out the lasagna my mommy made to defrost
~the lasagna did not defrost quick enough
~we had some wine
~we put the lasagna in the oven to defrost it quicker
~the lasagna did not defrost quick enough
~we had some more wine
~we finally could cut through the lasagna enough to get it out and into a bowl for microwaving
~we had some more wine
~we retired to my room to watch young frankenstein :-)
~we had more lasagna
~and more wine
~we watched moulin rouge
~and had more wine
~we were feeling pretty good
~jimmy came to pick her up
~i went to bed
Saturday:
~woke up
~daniela was going crazy
~got some breakfast
~daniela was still going crazy
~worked on some choreography for partial credity goodness
~daniela wanted to dance
~we made plans to go out at night
~worked on some other homework
~daniela was still going crazy
~grabbed some dinner
~showered
~got all pretty
~went to see the comedian at upac mainstage
~eddie ifft is hilarious!!
~when he said the punchline to one of his jokes, it sounded very familiar, like something out of heffa's away message
~he told us he got hit with a football in the crotch when he was at iona
~the lightbulb went off in my head
~got back
~asked heffa if he actually got hit with a football when he was at her school
~he did
~mariana drove us up to lxa
~nobody answered the door
~we went to fiji instead
~hung out with eric and some skiddmore girls
~it's been awhile since i talked to eric, it was nice
~danced
~hung out with eric a little more at the bar
~saw tom out of the corner of my eye
~decided that if he talked to me i would be nice and converse with him for awhile
~was still talking with eric
~tom was being weird
~still talking with eric
~heard tom sai hi to me so i turned and said hi
~he didn't really continue on with a conversation
~neither did i
~he kinda wandered around the stair well, but didn't really talk to me
~whatever
~daniela was talking to a cute boy on the couch
~went to sit with her
~he had friends from long island so we got to talking
~he was very drunk and hitting on me
~me, him and eric went for pizza
~it's been awhile since i was in a car with eric, last time was uconn
~had some fun reminscing
~mmm pizza
~the freshman hit on me again and tried to get me into the back seat with him
~it was funny
~he was visiting some friends in cary so he walked me to my door
~he was so totally a player and i wasn't letting him play, it was fun
~went to bed
Sunday:
~11:57am, Linds & Danielle walk out of their rooms
~"Maybe we shouldn't talk for the rest of the day.."
~"I'm so excited! It's like Christmas!"
~Linds & Danielle for some reason decided to watch the game together
~had a really dirty convo with the russian
~apparently he has a man crush on T.O.
~i saw a picture of T.O. without his shirt on and understood completely the infatuation
~went to rehearsal
~had some choreography to teach so i felt important
~got home
~had a really long intricate convo with joey
~i miss my joey-FWAMP!
~took a shower
~grabbed dinner with drew and john
~went over to greg's for the superbowl party
~had approximately 9 jello shots and 3 mixed drinks
~was quite drunk
~walked back with drew & bobby
~made it from nugent to cary without getting rapped or faling over and dying
~had a little coversation with bj while i was drunk
~wished it was a longer coversation, as i enjoy conversing with him so much
~it was probably a good thing the russian wasn't online...i might have said something horrible
~passed the fuck out
Monday:
~woke up
~completely hungover
~felt horrible
~only the second time i've ever been hungover, not so much fun
~went to class
~talked to bj while in class
~told him that if i come to visit over spring break i'm gonna wanna get drunk and cuddle
~i now have something to look forward to for spring break
~cuddles with bj
~still not feeling well
~got home from class
~made a sandwich
~ate said sandwich
~passed the fuck out for like 2 hours
~woke up
~tried to start my proposal paper due for poetry tomorrow
~went to dinner
~started talking to the russian and jason
~had the most random conversation
~i felt dirty
~it was funny
~people confuse me sometimes
~tried writing my paper again
~got distracted by daniela's study buddy lover boy man
~started updating my lj
~almost done updating my lj
~talked to joey again
~wanna talk to bj, but feel like a stalker if i IM him all the time
~on the phone with kc
~i love kc
~mmmmm popcorn
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