What am I doing? Am I using this as just a tool in a bigger plan... maybe I'm the one that's doing the "fucking" here. So don't worry about me... you think I'm innocent and that I'll get my heart broken, feel used, feel discarded. How do you know that I'm not the one using and discarding here? It's not the personality that gets me, it's the ( Read more... )

I'm wondering if I shoud try and get some sleep or if I should just pull an all nighter ( Read more... )

Don't worry about me... I know what I'm doing ( Read more... )

... to the thoughts I cling on to
... to the hope that brings me down
... to the things that make me happy today
... to you

That's how I will move on.

Forever yours in heart,
~ Miss J

p.s. these are not posts about what you may think they are, I am not still saddened over my breakup. Come on, that was 4 months ago.

I had an insightful day... as always when I talk to J ( Read more... )

Name: Janine ( Read more... )

... love is not blind, just desperate

... people do not grow up, they just become boring

... beauty does not exist

I love you.
~Miss J

Just got back from my sister's house... had a blast like always. James set up a tent for us in the backyard so we could sit outside and have a few drinks and pretend we were camping. We are such little kids sometimes but it's fun... reminds us of when we were growing up ( Read more... )

...it begins with a physical attraction stimulated by memories that are stored in the brain which you have identified as "sexy"...

damn... I need to get some.
Been too long...

With Overwhelming Desire,
~Miss J.

Got a message from Kyle... he's in Barcelona and apparently the weather is "perfect". I can feel the envy rising in me... not about the weather but because of the fact that he can just hop on a plane and leave to some far off land... sounds nice. Wish I were on Long Cay (it's an island) chillin' on a hammock and drinking at noon... watching the ( Read more... )