This is a jetsetter music letter ( Read more... )

I miss my old best friends so much and it's hard pretending what happened doesn't hurt. But how could my real friends talk so much crap about me when we were really together? I should stop worrying about all the silly things. But I'm more vunerable than you think right now.

Santa baby a 54 convertible too.
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                                             I'm trying to not have a bad attitude about things.

But it's hard to pretend that i'm feeling super good inside. The things we run away from come back to haunt us.

I'm afraid I made my friend terribly mad and I'm sorry. She won't let me explain ( Read more... )

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When am i going to be enuff for you?
Im destorying myself so that I can be what i want.
at the same time trying to please you.
it makes no sense to me that you'd hurt me.

Life has been really stressful with all the homework and exams. I just feel really lazy cuz I need a break. Me and Sean are going to zoolights with Pee Moore which i love the idea. I miss being with Brianna and having a friend that I saw everyday and talked too. I mean we still talk everyday but I wanna hang out but its hard. Maybe when I drive ( Read more... )

I dont have a best friend at the moment i dont think. It's like laguna beach or something. No one in my old  group wants to invite me to do anything because they're afraid of a certain person disowning them. I guess im a little stronger than them and when i was hurt i stood up for myself. One day they'll realize what this person did and I'll have a ( Read more... )

DUMB HOES. I gotta get through it. I lost some trust.

im excited to see michael and eriin i shall take pictures of those loves.

i like him.
i really do.
but the crazy thing is.
we've only seen eachother around.
never spoke in person.
which makes this even more weird =/
im looking foward to monday.
where we'll finally say..
things we've tried hard to forget.

                                                                    Well me and Seann;; went to the mallo today.

It was truly FFFaboulous. He's so amazing. There's like never any drama between us or at the moment at least<3. I love it. We're making a pact to dress as the ninja turtles one day and just run around the mall like them hah ( Read more... )