Very very cold, and no one around to keep me warm...oh well, to busythinking and planning for next year to be to depressed, i could go to bed and get warm but i dont wanna go to bed.
if u love me leave a message if u hate me, aim me at fumble2006 and tell me.

I salute all those people around me who are happy with a bf or gf, gah, i wouldnt mind a gf right now, there are a couple girls i have a thing for, but the odd thing is , i also have a deep respect and yearning for girls who use me for there own devious plans, i like being used, yeah it sucks afterword, but i love the attention while its happening ( Read more... )

I dont know who all is gonna read this, and its hard for me to say it, but as they say in greek "Gnothe Seauton" which means know thyself. And those of who know me and are reading this u prolly wont believe it , but no more pussy footing around. I think im bisexual.. there its said, but i havent done anything with my sex, so i guess for right now ( Read more... )

interesting revelations, hehehehehehehehe, watched saved again today at kassies house good movie, great message. cant wait til monday, then i get to see the person i have the hots for, well happy mothers day to everyones mother, peace out see yas!!!

Love, like nature's heart
beats in men,like nature's soul
fuels young lover's faith.

weird i know but it kinda fits in how i feel with the relationship im hoping for someday..who knows if it will happen i hope so tho.

to all my thespian friends, heres an icon that i semi made on badassbuilder.com so if u wanna see it first I.M. at fumble2006

http://www.buddyiconbuilder.com/zoom.php?QnfzBkZVUyQAARbhyeE

Its sad when u get so attached to someone, that when u dont see them, ur life seems to get shitty, and a few of youpeople can fuck off, and you know who you are!! gah, im gonna become an aspirin junky this summer and next year, john now would be your best time to kidnap me and get me stoned or wasted, cause i prolly wouldnt try to stop you right

why do blondes have to be in this world, and why do i always seem to either get hurt by them or hurt myself thinkign of them! FUCK SHIT DAMN COCKSUCKING SON OF A BITCH!!!! gah that didnt help, now im just an asshole for cussing!*goes up stairs and lays down after taking a few aspirin*

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got my costume today, named my car, it fits i think, couldnt beleive it was a sunday, days seem to go by fast when u kno something big is gonna happen and ur looking forward to it, well the play is tuesday and wednesday, and im ready, my parents arnt to interested in seeing it, they are willing to cancel work to go help eachother out, but they wont ( Read more... )