I dont want to be alone any longer. There are women all around that I truly care about.... yet one stands out in mind. Smart, funny, fun to be with, and quite frankly I think she's gorgeous. I'd love to tell her, but fear is somethin I am all to familiar with. Any advice would be appreciated beyond belief! But I already think I know what the ( Read more... )

I want you to want me ( Read more... )

So, last night a bunch of friends all came over and we played TW2k5 on the xbox. I didnt really wanna be here. I wanted to be away with somone else, but that didnt happen. I had hoped that maybe she would come over, but she's got a lot going on right now and it's damn cold outside :-P ( Read more... )

I Never fail to amaze myself at how much I can misconstrue everything. A wonderful girl comes along and even though it seems she may be interested, I just cant seem to get the ball rolling... no that is not a perverted double-meaning... that's just fact. As for the identity of this girl... that doesn't matter... just know she's wonderful and I ( Read more... )

So an old face from the past dropped a bomb on me today. No details here, but it really hurt me. I care about this person very much and what they told me just made me feel like shit. I took up for them and called people liars and today they told me that they were the one that lied to me instead. Ironic I guess.... I spent all that time treating ( Read more... )

Still awesome, but still gone. Never know why things happen. I care alot still and so does she, but I dunno, it's not my plan... i'm just going with it. Wherever you are... one that got away... sunshine of my life.... know I still care....

So all kinds of things are coming to their climax. Sometimes it takes few minutes out of the picture to see who your tru friends are. Most of the crazy shit in my life right now has spawned from one kick ass party that went down friday night....thanx to the fellas that hosted it... scott, tek, and brian... preciate it..... but... circumstances ( Read more... )

I cant tell these days what anytone is thinking.... pertaining to me that is. Usually I have a fair idea how people feel towards me, but at this time for some reason signals are getting crossed... words have double meanings... things aren't what they should be. The only thing that made sense all day was my ex came over to see me tonight... that ( Read more... )

The girl from my last post is currently giving me the "let's take a break" so I guess that's where it's going. I love her with all my heart. I enjoy her company very much, but I dont know if I could ever be "just friends". Feelings are too strong. Impulses, urges, and intuitions would overwhelm me. I want to be the man that takes care of her, ( Read more... )

Well... I'm dating this chick now. We're dating, not "dating" just so you know. I really really like her... maybe more than like... but that's another story. Anyway.. .I want more than anything right now to call her mine, but I just cant tell if she's into it. Face to face she's the best thing in my life hands down, but other times she's kinda ( Read more... )