i'm lonely....i want a girlfriend.
i miss jess, but nothing new there. i think i only miss her cuz i dont have anyone else right now. blah that situation isnt even worth talkin about or explaining. lol
i want what my roommates have...true love. they're so cute.

sooo me and the gf broke up 2 days before my b-day. i seem to have a habit of that. left a girl when i graduated from high school, right before christmas, on a yearly anniversary...i think even one before my bday. *shrugs* i've come to realize that the only thing i'm gonna miss is the love she gave me before she changed. Before we came to hate each ( Read more... )

today was a pretty good day...but tonight just kinda sucked.

judo class is fun as hell, i like throwing people although i kinda tossed one girl a lil too far by accident. My gf wants to start going on mondays and workout...bout time i've only been trying to get her to go with me since forever lol. i love her though and things are slowly getting better. We stayed after class today and practiced more with our ( Read more... )

my other journal, that i've had since i was 14 is now available for public viewing, well semi public viewing. you must be added to my friends list to see it ( Read more... )

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most of my posts are for friends only, so more than likely i'll have to add you before you may see them. Also, be aware that they are mostly old posts and some (looking back at) are quite dumb, pointless, and possibly childish. i think it's time for a change on my writing but it will still be friends only. comment on here if you wish to be added.~

it feels like it's all falling apart....ugh i dont know what i'm going to do. i feel so much pain but i pretend like i'm ok...but inside i'm really not. i wanna scream, i wanna shout, i wanna run, someone to tell me why it's like this. it's not that big of a deal yet it's a huge deal all at once.

my mom showing Wiz

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Last night i had fun. Yesterday someone once again pissed me off, but that's to be expected. I wish she'd just do something with her life and stay out of mine altogether. Now that I'm in college, i look back at my highschool years and wonder what was i thinking or what i could've/should've done differently. Oh well we live and learn. The crowd is ( Read more... )