hmm check out my xanga
http://www.xanga.com/home.aspx?user=BinaBob
i think ill keep that one updated more often ha!

so i suppose i should update a little more often eh?... well since im all lonely and crap and i work the hours my buddies can hang out with me then i guess im stuck to do crap like this again... anywho me and pat are friends it kinda hurts like this but it makes sense, it makes me feel better that we are talking cause he means a lot to me and i ( Read more... )

Love starts with a smile, grows with a kiss,
and ends with a tear.

so true

well this entry is the one thats gonna hurt the most to write... well where do i start ( Read more... )

i think i've figured out why ive had the feeling that pat has been cheating on me. because in a sense he has... hes been thinking about lauren his ex a lot lately, and hes still in love with her... when i first fell in love with him i was so confident that id be able to win him over and now i dont think i can anymore, i dont know what to think ( Read more... )

Ruiz (McCuen), - Alex James Loving Son, Brother, Grandson September 28, 1984-August 24, 2004 Alex was a 2003 graduate of Harding High School where he excelled at academics, varsity wrestling and football. He is survived by his loving mother Katherine McCuen; father Timothy Ruiz; always devoted step-father Wayne McCuen; sister Amanda Jo McCuen; ( Read more... )

I got my cell phone yesterday :) and I got a Job today w/ my first interview :P at $7 starting pay and I'm so happy. I said fuck corey becuase I think he likes my best friend too so eh, not worth my time if yall know wat i mean :D anyways i gotta goto my sistas im hungry. much love yall peace

Yay!!! I got a job interview at Leeann Chin on Saturday at 2, I can't wait I really need a job. My cell is also coming omg I'm just so happy right now. I'm talking to my ex more. It's like when things start going right he's there. Kinda wierd I know :P but hey :) and anyways I can't wait for school to start. In a little bit I'll have marching band ( Read more... )

"my dreams will be sweet if they have you in them, and of course if your in them then i will be dreaming of a beautiful angel"
thats my goodnight from my ex bf. it was so damn sweet it made me cry:) thats also including the other things hes told me tonight... i have no idea wat to feel back :( hopefully it will come with time

i went to the movies :) oh yay... the movie was alright (AVP) it was better than i thought it would be but im not really into alien type movies and the guys we went w/ well the supposed "hot" one wasnt hot he'd be wat i consider man pretty, which is like model pretty cept he needs to work out he a little on the chunky side ;) if ya know wat i mean ( Read more... )