Yeah, well, I'm done with classes for my first year of college. Damn. But I still have to submit a test. I feel like I should be a lot smarter or ummm...just more grown up or something? Yeah. And the guy? A fucking PSYCHO! Yeah. But hey, I got to yell at him and I never do that. It was cool. So yeah. Okay now, time for a double at work.

I'm so confused. And I wish I didn't have this whole "shy" thing going on. I wish I knew what HE was thinking. I've gotta do/ask something today. Definitely. Or I will go insane. But how? How and when do I ask? My timing is always always off. Way off. Well, either way it goes at least he'll know what I think. That'll make shit a little ( Read more... )

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Got together (but not "completely" you porno-addicts) with someone last night. Now I feel like a fucking moron. And weird too. And like how's it gonna be when I see him next? And I don't actually want to do anything Thursday...ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

Blah, blah, blah. I haven't been doing too much of anything new this past month or so. Full-time work, full-time school, etc. I have had to give (or get out of!) a few presentations. AHHHH! I fucking HATE those! Even more so than when I was younger in middle/high school. Cuz now you HAVE to know what the fuck you're talking about. Well, my ( Read more... )

I hate snow. Oh fucking yeah I do. We closed work early last night. Fucking losing money. I have to shovel. My back hurts already. And I fucking fishtailed last night for the first time in my life. It was scary, but I regained control really well and knew exactly what to do, so kick ass. I thought I was gonna die on my way home, someone ( Read more... )

Gotta work today. 10am-9pm. Woo woo! Fucking not. But hell, I do it every Thursday now, so it's all good. It's better than having my double days on Saturday and Sunday. Now it's Thursdays and Sundays. And I work w/ Joy, and she's pretty cool. And tonight I think it's Kevin. Which is pretty cool because even though he is new we get along ( Read more... )

Okay, go ahead and call me a godamned nerd, but my fucking abnormal psych class was cancelled for the second week in a row. Not to fucking mention that we've only had 4 out of the 7 other ones. Fucking TELL ME what the FUCK I am paying for!! That bastard of a professor better not expect us to know the godamned material. Fuck that. I've ( Read more... )

I can't sleep!! I haven't been able to lately, and it fucking sucks. I dunno what's wrong with me. I've been really anxious too. Ugh. Life sucks ( Read more... )

Gettin' mad is fucking FUN! Why the fuck didn't anyone tell me this before? Last night at work (don't wanna get into details- too many of them) I ended up yelling at Ryan. AHHHH! As corny as this sounds, it w0as empowering, yeah, yeah, laugh at it if ya must. Homework time, later.