what the hell is wrong here? is it me? is it him? is it her? is it that? is it this? why do i feel the way i do? whats missing? or what shouldnt be here? why am i so goddamn confused? im stuck in neutral, and i dont know whether i should keep going or slow down. what is expected of me? why is this so damn difficult? heres one explanation i found: ( Read more... )

It's official, and i simply couldn't be happier! We're together, and, as kate said: iloveway27 [9:36 PM]: omg ( Read more... )

i never update with anything USEFUL or INTERESTING. i feel like a girlfriend. i think. i dont know. i feel... fluttery?? perhaps. whatever that means.

*yawn* i should be working on english, but im not. ive been thinking a lot today, and i still dont know. its gotten me nowhere except 30 seconds of crying during 7th. blah. stupid life! why cant it be SIMPLE? im not complaining. well, yes i am, but im not angry. im just annoyed.

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oh well, i'm off to have a well- enjoyed romp in ( Read more... )

so yeah. ive had really really great but really really tiring days recently. and, oh look, my grammar or whatever that is is failing too. oh well. i'll live. even tho this show is tearing me limb from limb. its fun though, i cant say it doesnt have its benefits. ah, yes, and then theres the c- i got on my midyear. i want to shoot something. damn. ( Read more... )

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i went to the camp reunion, despite the fact that i'm sick as a dog. i feel sooo crappy now. i got to see Dave, Brittney, Amy, Laken, and a bunch of other ppls. it was a good time. dave's really lookin good, i might add. not that it matters. agh, i feel like shit.

It's Not Sex. It's ... :
Filling the Creme Doughnut

Get your own Sex Name

only dont because i would die without you ( Read more... )

i'm so tired. and i feel like im getting sick. my throat is so sore. so yeah. i was trying to talk to him today, until pei had to come and tear me away (grr!) now im gonna have to ask him about it again 2moro, and it was painful enough the first time! ah, well, at least we can talk. then i got nearly killed by like 200 pound set pieces. i almost ( Read more... )