why is it that whenever i want something i cant have it. or when i do have it, i dont know what to do......or when i can have what i want it goes away or i cant have it as my own......

i guess you have to be me to understand....so yeah.

emo-poseter (not trying for sympathy its my journal....im aloud to write what i want.)

I just dont knwow what i want or think lately....theres a lot of mixed emotions between my thoughts and people....hmm....i dont know. oh well, i will just have to figure it out on my own.

A few weeks ago my mom had asked me on the phone if I wanted to bring three friends with me to Silverwood, it just so happened that Gabi, Beth, and Zach were standing around me. How awesome is that? Of course you know who I picked because they rock ( Read more... )

So last night Emily,JD and I watched Final Destination 3. The movie itself wasnt so scary but the thought of death coming to get you is a horrible thought. Thus a dream occurred. The details are a bit blurry so sorry if its not a great thriller. lol.


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So Im not really sure why I am typing this but I am. I mean thats what a journal is for right? Read it if you want to.


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This is kind of for me to know what I have to do, but also so you awesome people can know when or why we can hang out ( Read more... )

I am not doing anything today because i have a very plugged up nose and sore throat..... :( anyway i will probably see you either monday, or tomorrow if i feel better.

that is all LJ.

So I never update...at all, and so I was like, "Gee, I really should update." So...I am ( Read more... )

So heres my day (so far ( Read more... )

So im not sure what my plans for tonight are but i want to hang out. I was thinking of going to Into The Woods tonight at 8. Either call me(798-0662) or just meet me there. Someone should come or ill be all emo. lol. Im soooo glad its the weekend!! YAY! lol. That is all. ^_^